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Sorry for not posting for a long time kinda havent gotten the energy to edit yet the video i already filmed and life is kinda busy too , i apologize :<

1 week ago | [YT] | 6

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Hey guys I have a question, what do you think of my videos in general? (be honest)

3 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 7

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what is something u love? :)
something that geniuenly brings u so much happiness and a sense of peace, i personally really love wind chimes and those wooden bird things that are hanging from the ceiling or something and that have a string under them and if u pull the string it starts moving and it looks like its flying

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 6

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Everything is so strange and everything feels so strange

Like everything is lowkey strange and weird looking in our human body?? Like our fingers and toes lowkey look funny and weird cuz wydm i got 5 bending stick looking things sticking out on my hand , which my hand is another bending long stick looking thing and our toes are even weirder. And our organs look so disgusting and strange. Our brain looks like a really long earthworm bundled toghether. And our teeth are just some strange white or yellowish white pieces stuck to our mouth(that can fall off).

This human body has always felt so weird and uncomfortable in my expierence like everything just feel so strange and off and i just feel like i want to wiggle somehow out of this body and this flesh

This body feels so disgusting geniuenly

1 month ago | [YT] | 6

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Why

I have always wondered why and when i try to search for answers i usually instead get more whys in my mind

Also why did humans decide the word for questioning would be "why" why not use some other letters and why just 3 letters only in the word "why" ? Why am i also questioning this right now instead of doing something more usefull than thinking of why.

sometimes i think why even when i know the answer but the answer is so cruel and hurtfull that it makes me wonder why does the answer even have to be cruel, why does the cruel even exist and why do i have to "why" it in the first place yk

Why why

Why does the word "why" start looking so weird after i think about it and use it so much lol and why did i just use the shortened combination of words first letters "lol" when idk if it was even funny ,why dont i know that, why dont i know the reason to why to something i just texted.

Why im still awake bro i should go to sleep instead

1 month ago | [YT] | 8

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Ill never forget what she did, the memories of all the spoken and unspoken things keep eating me alive everyday, some of the memories are slowly turning blurry and hazy and yet the pain doesnt go away

I think the memories are never gonna stop existing in my mind

1 month ago | [YT] | 6

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I forget im a real person sometimes

1 month ago | [YT] | 12

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Wtf is up whit people always being toxic and inhumane asf on tiktok bro?? Geniunely whys so many people are like that on tiktok , like on yt or pinterest i rarely ever see people like that compared to tiktok? Like im geniunely wondering what makes people be like that on tiktok

2 months ago | [YT] | 11

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Bro just yesterday i was about to expose my mother for being a hoarder for 8 years whit picture proof but i lowk didnt cuz i got scared randomly and then today when i wake up i see my mom has put some shit and trash into bags finally and cleaned some stuff up which basically almost never happens and she said she want to clean the whole house which is genuinely crazy, cuz after so many years i never thought i could maybe see this house ever clean and normal again whitout any bunch of rotting & molding things and dirty dishes her chlothes being every where and bunch of more shit just being all over the floor and everywhere and the sink not being full of some idk weird black water, but i guess somehow universe or she(even tho i obv didnt tell her i was gonna finally expose her behaviour) understood that i had enough😭

Im actually quite happy that this shit may be over now, and ofc im gonna help to clean this all up cuz im TIRED OF IT ,wondering why we before didnt? Well its incredebly hard to clean it all alone and she most obviously before wasnt ever gonna do that other than the few times many years ago when someone came to visit (no one has visited us in like years because she didnt really let them for obvious reasons, not even her bf )

YAYYYY YAYYY YIPPPEEEEE

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2 months ago | [YT] | 10

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Hey what is yalls absoulute number 1 favourite berry? :3
Mine is gooseberry , i prefer the green ones but i think both red and green are good tho

2 months ago | [YT] | 6