I usually make a video instead of a YT post whenever I need to share an important update, but I don't want to do it this time.
TL;DR: Time to say goodbye (from RWBY of course)
Pushing the limits is something that motivates me, but the last few weeks/months proved that I'm pushing the limits in really bad way. Every new patch I need to give up hours of sleep trying to provide the best and most accurate information I can for everyone that watches my videos. And I'm not talking about -2 hours/day. I'm talking about getting only ~5 hours of sleep every 2 days.
No one forced me to do this. It's a personal thing. I would rather NOT publish a video than give wrong information. Every time I force myself to work the bare minimum on a video, I feel disappointed with myself. Some might watch and think "that's a good video", and sometimes YT pushes it, I get the views, get the bag, but there's no fulfilment.
Sadly, effort doesn't mean views. You can put all the time, energy and money on something, but nothing can guarantee it will "work". Honestly, I don't even care if a video with so much effort gets 0 views. Even if it had 20 views, as long as the video was useful for these 20 viewers, I'm happy and satisfied.
But, being happy and satisfied can't pay your bills.
I tried finding some job offers closer to me with a fixed schedule, but had zero luck so far. Things are getting to the point where just a part-time job + YT can't cut it anymore. And when things get to this point, you can't choose anymore. You either do it, or you do it anyway.
=== So moving forward: - There will be no more updates to the ZZZ calculator (3.1 will get an update with Remielle, but that's pretty much it) - ZZZ videos will only happen if time allows. - I will still do my best to write and update my Endfield guides on Mobalytics. - But don't expect Endfield videos on the channel. - Silver Palace is still on my list and I will work on some videos. - Streams? Doubt they will happen any time soon, especially changing shifts every week. - I will get more sleep.
I am not disappearing, but YT will become more like a "hobby" rather than my "work". I may even stop making guides, who knows. ===
I still have one week to pack everything and move, and I'll use this time to finish editing my ZZZ guides for 3.1. They will be released slowly through the next few weeks. I doubt streams will happen this week, as I'm not really feeling in a good mood + time is short.
If you're reading this: Thank you. These 2 years doing content for Youtube was one of the best experiences I ever had, and you're part of this. I'm sure things will get better in a few months/years, but I'm not going to lie to myself and put my health at risk anymore.
As much as I'm trying to cover everything I can about ZZZ 3.1, I won't be able to edit my videos in a timely manner. A lot of characters guides will be delayed, but I worked on some additional videos to make up for it.
I was going to stream my duo clears but, honestly, I don't want to grind Primordial Nightmare and Thrall. So I'll just finish editing some videos for this week.
Also, it's very sad that I need to go for 3-cost for my duo clears now. This is how it looks when doing 2-cost. Primordial Nightmare can go higher but I don't want to.
I was working on a video breaking down Arcane/Liino kits, but honestly, my YouTube has been at an all-time low and I don't want to work on a video just for the "hype" moment. So I'll just focus my time and energy on some other projects.
ALSO, I'M SORRY FOR THE BACKGROUND MUSIC DURING THE LIVESTREAM, I TOTALLY FORGOT TO TURN IT OFF ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
If you're wondering: I unlisted the Norma Video. I'm rendering it again with the audio fixed and will publish in a few minutes. EDIT: Video is up https://youtu.be/GYPXMOLnIWw
I'd appreciate if you could like/comment/watch it in the background just so it doesn't get buried by the YT algorithm. Won't happen again, sorry.
okMuzzy
I usually make a video instead of a YT post whenever I need to share an important update, but I don't want to do it this time.
TL;DR: Time to say goodbye (from RWBY of course)
Pushing the limits is something that motivates me, but the last few weeks/months proved that I'm pushing the limits in really bad way.
Every new patch I need to give up hours of sleep trying to provide the best and most accurate information I can for everyone that watches my videos. And I'm not talking about -2 hours/day. I'm talking about getting only ~5 hours of sleep every 2 days.
No one forced me to do this. It's a personal thing. I would rather NOT publish a video than give wrong information. Every time I force myself to work the bare minimum on a video, I feel disappointed with myself. Some might watch and think "that's a good video", and sometimes YT pushes it, I get the views, get the bag, but there's no fulfilment.
Sadly, effort doesn't mean views. You can put all the time, energy and money on something, but nothing can guarantee it will "work". Honestly, I don't even care if a video with so much effort gets 0 views. Even if it had 20 views, as long as the video was useful for these 20 viewers, I'm happy and satisfied.
But, being happy and satisfied can't pay your bills.
I tried finding some job offers closer to me with a fixed schedule, but had zero luck so far. Things are getting to the point where just a part-time job + YT can't cut it anymore. And when things get to this point, you can't choose anymore. You either do it, or you do it anyway.
===
So moving forward:
- There will be no more updates to the ZZZ calculator (3.1 will get an update with Remielle, but that's pretty much it)
- ZZZ videos will only happen if time allows.
- I will still do my best to write and update my Endfield guides on Mobalytics.
- But don't expect Endfield videos on the channel.
- Silver Palace is still on my list and I will work on some videos.
- Streams? Doubt they will happen any time soon, especially changing shifts every week.
- I will get more sleep.
I am not disappearing, but YT will become more like a "hobby" rather than my "work". I may even stop making guides, who knows.
===
I still have one week to pack everything and move, and I'll use this time to finish editing my ZZZ guides for 3.1. They will be released slowly through the next few weeks. I doubt streams will happen this week, as I'm not really feeling in a good mood + time is short.
If you're reading this: Thank you. These 2 years doing content for Youtube was one of the best experiences I ever had, and you're part of this.
I'm sure things will get better in a few months/years, but I'm not going to lie to myself and put my health at risk anymore.
Have a beautiful day, and I'll see you next time.
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As much as I'm trying to cover everything I can about ZZZ 3.1, I won't be able to edit my videos in a timely manner. A lot of characters guides will be delayed, but I worked on some additional videos to make up for it.
Sorry.
1 month ago | [YT] | 235
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okMuzzy
ALRIGHT I'M TAKING REQUESTS
Drop a Remielle team you're interested in and I'll test it later.
2 months ago | [YT] | 155
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THAT'S THE WRONG LIBERI NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
2 months ago | [YT] | 27
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I was going to stream my duo clears but, honestly, I don't want to grind Primordial Nightmare and Thrall. So I'll just finish editing some videos for this week.
Also, it's very sad that I need to go for 3-cost for my duo clears now. This is how it looks when doing 2-cost. Primordial Nightmare can go higher but I don't want to.
2 months ago | [YT] | 35
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okMuzzy
things happened on today's stream.
2 months ago | [YT] | 36
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okMuzzy
I was working on a video breaking down Arcane/Liino kits, but honestly, my YouTube has been at an all-time low and I don't want to work on a video just for the "hype" moment. So I'll just focus my time and energy on some other projects.
ALSO, I'M SORRY FOR THE BACKGROUND MUSIC DURING THE LIVESTREAM, I TOTALLY FORGOT TO TURN IT OFF ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
Anyway, who are you pulling?
2 months ago | [YT] | 6
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okMuzzy
Quick question about my guides:
2 months ago | [YT] | 19
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okMuzzy
If you're wondering: I unlisted the Norma Video.
I'm rendering it again with the audio fixed and will publish in a few minutes.
EDIT: Video is up https://youtu.be/GYPXMOLnIWw
I'd appreciate if you could like/comment/watch it in the background just so it doesn't get buried by the YT algorithm.
Won't happen again, sorry.
2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 64
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okMuzzy
45 in 06:08 without limited weapons, still missing some gear upgrades but I don't have the resources for it D:
46 push on stream maybege
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