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any advises to let go of a toxic relationship and attraction?

6 hours ago | [YT] | 2

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a girl : "I’m from afghanistan and I was only 7 when my father decided I would be married off to someone when I turned 9 I lost so much weight from fear and constantly overthinking even now I can’t talk about all the details because they’re still blurry and suffocating. I had no education and didn’t even know what marriage meant. all I knew was that there would be a man beside me. When he touched me in places he shouldn’t have, I remember shaking and being terrified. It was incredibly painful. I got pregnant at 11 but I couldn’t give birth safely. The baby died in the bathroom while I was giving birth alone. I don’t even know how many days I spent trying to get the baby out by myself and eventually I gave birth to a stillborn baby I lost so many years. I never got to have a childhood or a teenage life, and eventually I ended up divorced when I finally got divorced, I was honestly relieved. I finally felt free. In afghanistan men can take reputation and honor very seriously to the point where they can kill you over it. I thought about suicide so many times but I couldn’t go through with it. eventually, I managed to immigrate. The process was difficult in afghanistan but once I was in a Western country it was much easier because I had so much evidence including fractures in my pelvis and damage to my vaginal area from what happened to me, as well as from being circumcised. I’ve literally been living through hell and even after all these years I still feel numb and scared. I still haven’t been able to fully heal from everything"

this is too much. girl, what is this world. what is this hell of a world. a world where no woman feel safety a world where we cannot seek safeness from anyone without doubting them. family is meant to be a safe, supportive place but what is this called if they make ur life a hell. that father is an abuser for not being steel enough to protect his daughter. that husband is an abuser for even thinking about touching a young girl. that family is an abuser for not taking right actions. those ppl are abusers for not speaking up about a distortion of a religion. i, myself saw a little girl no older than five years wearing a burka. wdym she's just a KID. literally a little baby girl who doesn't even know what the world is. that is probably not a religion or fucking anything close to it. that's blind worship and destruction towards themselves. that do not bring anything good to anyone. how can those men be so proud to have a daughter JUST TO SELL A LITTLE LIFE TO AN ABUSER. HOW CAN YOU MAKE THEM FEEL SUICIDIAL JUST BCUZ THEY WERE BORN AS A WOMAN. HOW DARE YOU MAKE THIS WORLD A HELL TO WOMEN JUST BCUZ YOU THINK WOMEN ARE WEAKER, POOR, HOLLOW, NUMB THAN YOU. ALLAH HIMSELF WILL MAKE U SUFFER IF HE SEES HOW MUCH EVIL PPL HAD DISTORTED A BEAUTIFUL CULTURE AND A RELIGION INTO THIS. IF YOU ALL ARE SO RELIGIOUS LOOK INTO UR DAUGHTER'S EYES FOR REAL. YOU BLOODY SCUMBAGS FOR EVEN EXISTING IN THIS WORLD TO RUIN INNOCENT GIRLS LIVES FOR UR DAMN BENEFITS. BEGGARS LIVE BETTER LIVES THAN YOU WHO SELL UR OWN BLOOD FOR UR PROFIT. FUCK YOU FOR MAKING THIS WORLD WHERE A WOMAN CANNOT EVEN SUPPORT ANOTHER WOMAN TO SAVE THEM!!! fuck you for making me feel bad bcuz i can never be able to find a way to heal this girl. make a safe world please by all means.

3 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 8

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reading friends' books are so cute. even when you can choose a famous tbr book, you gave ur time towards a friend's book. wdym we are growing up w helping each other from the very teenage. i love how beautiful human beings are.

3 days ago | [YT] | 5

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she is,
black short hair
hazel brown eyes
heart shaped lips
heart face shape
caramel skin tone
height 161 cm
neither thin nor fat

3 days ago | [YT] | 6

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they give the excuse to men : "he was drunk"
they put fault on women : "she was drunk"
it this is called fair then fuck off.

4 days ago | [YT] | 5

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can't even put a pfp of a dog, b1tch thinks that's her. 🤷🤷

5 days ago | [YT] | 4

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so when a woman says, "i hate ALL men", i will always believe her. fuck cornell university.

6 days ago | [YT] | 6

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the fact that a girl was assaulted for hours at a campus fraternity house on october, 2024 and no one had done ANYTHING until now. disgusting pieces of a gender called "men" had done nothing to protect a girl but have watched everything happen right in front of their eyes. (not to mention there was a policeman in the group chat. what responsibilities the police has taught him)

and the fact that she couldn't report it sooner was bcuz of her memory loss, initial shame and confusion over herself and she has been BLAMING HERSELF FOR HOW MUCH SHE HAD TO DRINK. and even medical professional had simply told her to "speak with somebody". oh to speak with somebody and not seek justice?? how can a person even think that speaking with somebody can repair the damage they have done to her physically and MENTALLY for hours? the fact that that they have made her doubt her ownself and blame herself for some uneducated, immorality boys.

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 2

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girls hiiii

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