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HARLOOOO what do i say 🥀
I STARTED WATCHING K-DRAMA/J-DRAMA, WHAT ARE YALL CURRENTLY WATCHING?

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HAIIIISIAI I'VE SCHOOL TMR
how are yalll

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Hihi hruu
i love the manga artstyle sm🥹 qotd: what were ur thoughts abt s3 in onk? It was honestly my fav yet most traumatic season, im so excited for s4 to release next year maybee !!

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Im- so attached to other apps now i barely post here 😭 (i definitely was not obsessed w yt a few months ago) do yall have dc🥹

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Is anyone else watching Magical Sisters LuluttoLilly? (msll)
It's a new anime, the series is on yt and IT'S SO CUTEEE, im currently watching the third episode and it might become my #3 fav anime lol🥹 (#1 oshi no ko and #2 madoka magicaa)

i want to continue posting appreciation posts for ai hoshino so, ai hoshino appreciation postt #10

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what anime r u watching rn?
Im watching blue spring ride, blue box, sparks of tomorrow and another anime at the same time😭

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I keep changing/adding some stuff so pretend ts is the first time u read ts story (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) anywaYs listen to the song cherish my luv cuz it's by peakillit

· ׁ ׅ 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞 ! ﹒ ◡◡ : 𖥻sweet + 𖥻lonely | cherishing someone who might not even be real.

· ׁ ׅ 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 ! ﹒ ◡◡ : 𝒞𝐻𝐸𝑅𝐼𝒮𝐻 (ℳ𝑦 ℒ𖹭𝑣𝑒)

a girl is stuck in a looping hospital. everything is baby pink and white and a little off, like a dream.

she keeps hearing "𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆" playing faintly from somewhere she can't find — from an empty room, from the intercom, from a vending machine.

she follows the music and finds little notes that all say things like "𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘮𝘦?" and "𝘪'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨" with her handwriting

each time she gets closer to the music, the hallway gets longer.

at the end, she finds an old computer lab, and on every screen plays a different video — but it's all her, walking the same hallway at different times.

one screen shows her, smiling in that dream place, waiting for someone

then there's the middle biggest screen. it shows her, in the lab, right now..

and behind her, someone is standing there.

she reaches for the screen —
and immediately wakes up.

she's in her real hospital bed. it was all a dream. she sighs and gets up to get water, she walks into the hallway.

it's quiet.

then, right behind her, a sweet — lovely voice whispers:

"ᥴhᥱrіsh mᥡ ᥣ᥆᥎ᥱ~" <𝟑 .ᐟ


𖹭 ֶָ֢ 💌 : “𝑴𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔, 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒔 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚'𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖.” ּ ֶָ֢. I hope you liked my little storyy ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ #ILLIT

Notee : This story isn't really supposed to be scary. It's a little eerie, sure, but the main feeling I wanted was loneliness.
It's about missing someone so deeply that your mind almost creates a place where you can see them again. I think that's what the hospital represents — a strange, dreamlike place born from her longing, where she can keep searching for someone she desperately wishes to see again.
To cherish someone is to keep them alive in your memory. But sometimes, the thing you're holding onto so dearly slowly becomes something you can't bring yourself to let go of.

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welp what do i post

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