𝑲𝑶𝒀𝑼𝑲𝑰
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" I Wanna Disappear so that my voice doesn't hurt ..."

- - CERTIFIED LEE RORA'S AUTHOR 🐼


𝑲𝑶𝒀𝑼𝑲𝑰

HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVOURITE HUMAN EVER, MY BESTIE, MY SAFE PLACE, AND ONE OF THE BEST THINGS THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME!! 💕

Honestly, I still can't believe that we met on YouTube in July and that someone I met online could become such an important part of my life. It's crazy how a random meeting on the internet turned into a friendship that means so much to me. We may be online friends, and we might not have met in real life, but that doesn't make our friendship any less special to me. Distance could never change how much I appreciate you and how grateful I am to have you in my life. You are genuinely one of the kindest people alive, and I hope you know how incredibly precious you are. 💗

Thank you for always supporting me, for listening to me when I need someone, for understanding me even when I don't know how to explain my feelings, and most importantly, for staying with me during my weakest moments. You have no idea how much it means to me that you don't leave when things get difficult. You make me feel heard, understood, and cared for, and that's something I will always appreciate about you. Whenever I'm feeling low, knowing that I have someone like you makes everything feel a little less difficult. You remind me that even on my worst days, there are still people who genuinely care about me. AND YOU ARE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE. 🥹🫶🏻

I honestly wish I could give you the biggest hug right now and tell you in person how much you mean to me. I wish distance wasn't a thing because you deserve to know just how loved and appreciated you are. Even though our friendship exists through screens, messages, and online conversations, the happiness you bring into my life is real. Every little conversation, every laugh, every moment you spend supporting me, and every time you choose to stay means more to me than you could ever imagine. I'm so glad that our paths crossed that day in July because meeting you has genuinely been one of the sweetest things ever. 🎀

On your special day, I hope you receive all the love you constantly give to others. I hope you smile until your cheeks hurt, laugh until your stomach aches, and feel as special as you make the people around you feel. I hope this new chapter of your life brings you endless happiness, beautiful memories, exciting opportunities, and all the little things your heart wishes for. You deserve the softest kind of happiness, the most genuine friendships, and people who will support you just as much as you support them. Never forget that your kindness matters, your presence matters, and YOU MATTER SO MUCH. 💗

And bestie, please remember that you don't always have to be the strong one. You deserve someone who listens to you, comforts you, understands you, and stays beside you when you're having a hard time, too. You deserve to be cared for just as deeply as you care for everyone else. I hope you never feel like you have to hide your sadness or pretend to be okay around the people who love you. You can always be yourself, because you are more than enough exactly as you are. I want you to have a friendship where you feel safe, appreciated, and understood, just like you've helped me feel. 🫂💕

I genuinely hope we stay friends for a very, very long time, making more memories, sharing our happiness, talking about everything and nothing, and being there for each other through all the different chapters of life. Who knew that YouTube would introduce me to someone I'd end up caring about this much? July will always be a little more special to me because it's the month I found you. And if I could go back to that day, I'd choose to meet you all over again without a second thought. 😭💗

HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN, MY PRETTIEST BESTIE!! I LOVE YOU SO, SO MUCH, AND I'M FOREVER GRATEFUL THAT YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE. NEVER CHANGE YOUR BEAUTIFUL HEART, NEVER DOUBT HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE, AND NEVER FORGET THAT THERE IS SOMEONE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SCREEN WHO IS SO HAPPY TO HAVE YOU. MAY THIS YEAR BE AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOUR SOUL. HERE'S TO OUR FRIENDSHIP, TO THE JULY DAY THAT BROUGHT US TOGETHER, AND TO MANY MORE BIRTHDAYS THAT I HOPE I GET TO CELEBRATE WITH YOU. YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY FAVOURITE INTERNET PERSON. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY LOVE!! 🎂🎀💗🫶🏻😭

‪@itstxlip‬

7 hours ago | [YT] | 23

𝑲𝑶𝒀𝑼𝑲𝑰

HELL'O EVERYONE

IK IM NOT REGULAR NOWADAYS AND THERES A BRUTUAL REASON BEHIND THAT
{ PLS DONT ASK ME THE REASON I WIKL KEEP IT PRIVATE JUST KNOW I HAVE BEEN CRYING FOR 3-4 DAYS DUE TO SOME1 }

I WILL UPLOAD WHENEVER IT WILL BE MY HOLIDAY ( NOT NECESSARY TO BE WEEKEND ONLY )
ALSO IM SO ASHAMED OF MYSELF , I DIDNT EVEN WISHED MY BIAS WRECKER ( RAMI ) HBD

IM SO SORRY RAMIIIII , I RLLY AM
ALSO COMMENT YOUR THOUGHTS ABOUT WHATS GONNA BE IN " DESERVE MV "
AND IS MY RAMI GONNA BE THERE ??

PLS DONT ASK ME , IK IM SO FRIENDLY ND I ALWAYS TELL ABOUT MY PROBLEMS, BUT THIS IS ONE WHERE I THINK IM BEING OVERDRAMATIC BUT STILL I HURTS

I DONT WANNA BE DRAMATIC OR ACT CHILDISH INFORNT OF Y"ALL
‪@Crystiqx‬​ ‪@Pinkblack_Princess‬​ ‪@YourlocalZuka‬​ ‪@asaiyx‬​ ‪@miyo.xthetic‬​ ‪@bmoclock‬​ ‪@ritafinity‬​ ‪@bmcosmoss‬​ ‪@itstxlip‬​ ‪@daindelic‬​ ‪@dainlyn_bm‬​ ‪@LovesRukaForever‬​ @ALL

ND SORRY IF I HAVE EVER BEEN DRAMATIC IN THIS PLATFORM...

1 day ago (edited) | [YT] | 905

𝑲𝑶𝒀𝑼𝑲𝑰

Good News Y'all
My community guidelines strike is removed and i can upload videos from now on :)
Tagz -
‪@miyo.xthetic‬​ ‪@asaiism‬​ ‪@bmoclock‬​ ‪@ritafinity‬​ ‪@Pinkblack_Princess‬​ ‪@YourlocalZuka‬​ ‪@itstxlip‬​ ‪@asaiyx‬​ ‪@bmcosmoss‬​ ‪@Crystiqx‬

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 3,617

𝑲𝑶𝒀𝑼𝑲𝑰

IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN WHAT A TOXIC MOTHER LOOKS LIKE THEN READ THIS

[ IK I GO OUT OF CONTEXT MANYTIMES BUT I HAVE NO ONE TO SHARE THIS WITH EXCEPT FOR Y'ALL ]

SO BASICALLY MY FATHER IS KIND OF PARTRIACHIAL PARENT ( WHO BELIEVES IN Dominance OF MEN AND WOMEN ARE BORN FOR HOUSEHOLD WORK ) , SO HE LIKE JUST LIES DOWN IN HIS FREE TIME AND RLLY DOESN'T CARE ABOUT HOUSEHOLD WORK OR ABOUT ME AND MY BROTHER ( HE DOES BUT NOT THAT MUCH ) , SO MY MOTHER MANAGES ALL OF IT ALONE. AS I KNOW THAT IT'S NOT GREAT SO I ALWAYS SUPPORT HER WHENEVER THEY GET INTO AN ARGUMENT, BUT INSTEAD SHE JUST SCOLDS ME AND TELLS ME TO NOT INTERFER IN ADULTS MATTER AND THAT SHE ALSO BELIEVES IN PATRIARCHIAL SOCIETY.

EVERY MORNING, IDK WHY SHE ALWAYS PUTS ALL HER ANGER AT ME . I GET SCOLDED FOR THE SLIGHTEST THINGS AND SHE NEVER HESITATES TO SCOLD ME IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS AND HER FRIENDS TOO . ONE DAY A RANDOM STRANGER WAS IN OUR HOME AND I WAS DRINKING COLD WATER FROM REFRIGERATOR, BUT THEN SHE GRABBED IT FROM MY HAND AND SLAPPED ME . THEN SHE BEGAN LECTURING ME IN FRONT OF THAT STANGER AND WARNING ME NOT TO DO IR AGAIN .

WHENEVER OUR FAMILY FRIENDS OR RELATIVES COMES OVER SHE ALWAYS BACKSTABS ABOUT ME AND PRAISES THERE DAUGHTERS AND SONS FOR NO REASON . SHE ALWAYS FIND A RESSON TO BAD TALK ABOUT ME . SHE ALWAYS TALK RUDELY WITH ME ( SOMETIMES IN A NICE TONE WHEN RELATIVES ARE THERE OR HER MOOD IS ALRIGHT) AND ALWAYS MAKE A DISGUSTING FACE WHENEVER I ASK HER SOMETHING.

SHE ALWAYS PRAISES OTHER KIDS AND SAY THAT THEY ARE DOING BETTER THEN ME EVEN WHEN IN CLEARLY BETTER THEN THEM .
ACCORDING TO HER EVERYONE EXCEPT ME ARE SONE KIND OF MAGICIANS .

ONE DAY SHE CAUGHT ME WATCHING BABYMONSTER AND SHE TOLD MY FATHER AND HE BROKE MY PHONE ( I AM TEXTING FROM TAB ) . FROM THAT DAY EVEN WHEN THERE VIDEOS SHOWS UP IN MY FEED SHE SLAPS AND HITS ME SAYING I WILL D!E IF I WILL WATCH THAT WHICH MAKES NO SENSE LIKE JUST BECAUSE 2-3 KIDS DID ( WE DONT KNOW THE REASON RN ) THAT DOESNT MEAN I. WILL ALSO DO IT . THEREFORE I NEED TO USE MY PHONE IN BATHROOM OR WHENEVER SHE ISNT PRESENT.

SHE ALSO SCOLDS ME FOR LOCK-IN MY DOOR EVEN WHEN IM CHANGING IDK WHY. ....

SHE CONSTANTLY COMPARES ME WITH OTHERS AND HE MOOD IS ALWAYS BAD ..

I CANNOT TELL THIS TO ANYONE CUZ MY DAD AND MOM ARE ALMOST SIMILAR AND NO ONE WILL EVER LISTEN TO ME .

SOME PEOPLE ASKS ME WHY I LOOK DEPRESSED THIS IS THE RESON WHY I Look or SOUND THAT WAY. IM HONESTLY SO TIRED OF ALL THIS . THEREFORE I WATCH ANIMES., KPOP AND CDRAMA CUZ THEY COMFORT ME . I ALSO DONT HAVE MUCH GOOD FRIENDS IRL IF I HAVE THEY HAVE SOMEONE MORE IMPORTANT THEN ME .

EVEN ONE OF MY EX NICE FRIENDS TOLD HER MOTHER WHEN I TOLD HER ONE INCIDENT WITH MY MOTHER AND SHE ALWAYS BRAGS ABOUT HERSELF IN FRONT OF MY MOTHER ACTIBG SUPERIOR.

THANKS FOR LISTENING
HOPEFULLY I WILL MOVE OUT OF THIS HOME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE

TAGZ -
‪@asaiism‬ ‪@miyo.xthetic‬ ‪@asaiyx‬ ‪@rukafiles‬ ‪@rukalunarৎ‬ ‪@Pinkblack_Princess‬ ‪@YourlocalZuka‬ ‪@asasurfs‬ ‪@ritafinity‬ ‪@itstxlip‬ ‪@bmoclock‬ ‪@Crystiqx‬ ‪@catdrawss‬

( SORRY IF I MADE U DEPRESSED OR ANYTHING RELATED TO THAT :( }

[ MY OLD FRIENDS USED TO SAY THAT I MADE THEM FEEL NEGATIVE ENERGY)

1 week ago | [YT] | 1,117

𝑲𝑶𝒀𝑼𝑲𝑰

Hey guys I have uploaded 2 new videos on my chnl ‪@ItsKo-yuki‬​
pls check them and comment on them
One of the video is about Cornell case pls check it if u aren't aware about it yet

Also im so disappointed that my comments ( in this chnl ) are reduced from 23-25 to 5-10
Thankyou to ‪@bmcosmoss‬​ ‪@miyo.xthetic‬​ ‪@YourlocalZuka‬​ ‪@yeonblaze.ৎ‬​ ‪@catdrawss‬​ ‪@Pinkblack_Princess‬​ @kpopsitee ‪@Crystiqx‬​‪@bmoclock‬​ to always comment whenever I mention y'all

Btw my mood is totally ruined cuz the series i was watching released its season 2 just now and yesterday was urs 2nd episode where the villan manipulated Main male lead and started dating him uggghhhhh this will go till 3-4 episodes Goddd save meeeee till November

Tagz
‪@aespamon‬​ ‪@Canny_exee‬​‪@bmrrevs‬​ ‪@monviix‬​ ‪@BM_SEVEN‬​ ‪@rukalogy‬​ ‪@evanspaceৎ‬​ @ama.​ ‪@Bmstarry‬​ ‪@ritafinity‬​ ‪@asasurfs‬​ ‪@asaiyx‬ ‪@asayafied‬ ‪@Asavynnn‬ ‪@asaiism‬ ‪@Iconicasaメ‬ ‪@asainity‬ ‪@asaxthetics‬ ‪@roravelle.ß‬

Guys mention my 2nd chnl as i won't be regular in this one :)

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 46

𝑲𝑶𝒀𝑼𝑲𝑰

Hi ! BAD NEWS :(

I'm not able to upload videos in this channel nor able to change my Pfp, name , banner etc . I'm so tired now and genuinely i checked my youtube studio and I have a community strike . In afraid that anything can happen. Also i don't get much views in this channel idk why
People having less subs then me gets lakhs of views but in my case i don't even get thousands sometimes.so i have decided to leave this channel and start a new one .
I won't delete this cuz this contains my hardwork of 4 months .

Thankyou
Subscribe to ‪@ItsKo-yuki‬​
‪@miyo.xthetic‬​ ‪@Bmstarry‬​ ‪@Pinkblack_Princess‬​ ‪@YourlocalZuka‬​ ‪@daindelic‬​ ‪@bmoclock‬​ ‪@bmrrevs‬​ ‪@Roratuber‬​ ‪@rukalogy‬​ ‪@bmstrwberry‬​ ‪@ritafinity‬​ ‪@Ritazoneৎ‬​ ‪@ritaflwrz‬​ ‪@bmversee.ৎ‬​ ‪@bmvoidd.ৎ‬​ ( gurl hbd sorry I had exam yesterday so I didn't had my phone ) @# 𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒂 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖼𝖺𝗇𝗇𝗒​ ‪@asayafied‬​ ‪@asainity‬​ ‪@yeonblaze.ৎ‬​ ‪@yeonspace‬​ ‪@LovesRukaForever‬​ ‪@catdrawss‬​ ‪@bmcakes‬​ ‪@aespamon‬ ‪@Canny_exee‬ ‪@Cannytics‬ ‪@evanspaceৎ‬ @ama. @all

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 141

𝑲𝑶𝒀𝑼𝑲𝑰

Hey Y'all

Ik I told y'all I won't be regular and I have come to talk regarding that only

As u can see many problematic things are going on in Kpop industry and i rlly wanna discuss it but i will after my exams are finsihed.

Rora is getting a lot of hate for no reason and if u have checked her Werverse she was so disappointed because someone has ruined her poster by applying blush to it . I will talk about that topic too in following days . Also she didn't mentioned Rami in her speech because rami is in hiatus guys why can't some toxic stans can't understand that .

[ ! oFf topic ] If u know about the Cornell University case then u know how bad it is , ik I am a baemon's Creator but still I will discuss and spread awareness for this situation being a citizen and feminist.

Also about Lara's sindoor case i totally do not support her cuz in Indian culture sindoor is only wore by married women and this is known by many people . Though I won't hate her for this . But i rlly didn't liked her outfit and the styling .

Lastly , we should understand we are Monstiez before solo stan . We should support each member and love them equally. We shouldn't compare them to bring another one up because all 7 are unique at itself and have different qualities.

I will come back soon with discussion of all these topics Even though it might be off topic but still it's important to spread awareness among us to know reality of some cr*ps

Thankyou,

Btw I will be uploading Ot7 content from now on and I won't be able to comment on ur videos till next week cuz of my exams and I won't be available in pinterest too . Sorry for misconception

- Koyuki
Tagz
‪@catdrawss‬   ‪@bmoclock‬ ‪@yeonblaze.ৎ‬ ‪@miyo.xthetic‬ ‪@YourlocalZuka‬ ‪@ritafinity‬ @# 𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒂 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖼𝖺𝗇𝗇𝗒 ‪@daindelic‬ ‪@Pinkblack_Princess‬ ‪@Bmstarry‬ ‪@monviix‬ ‪@bmalyyx.ৎ‬ ‪@bmquita‬ ‪@rukalogy‬ ‪@bmrrevs‬ ‪@rukaswagg‬ ‪@RORA_ICON-BM‬ ‪@bmstrwberry‬ ‪@Roratuber‬ ‪@roravelle.ß‬ ‪@asacupid‬ ‪@bmcosmoss‬ ‪@asainity‬ ‪@asafinity‬ ‪@envwniix‬

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 234

𝑲𝑶𝒀𝑼𝑲𝑰

SOME SIMILARITIES I SHARE WITH KPOP IDOLS !!

1. SEOHEE ( TUIDE ) - I AM ALSO A PHOTOGRAPHY HOLIC LIKE HER
2. AHYEON ( BAEMON ) - I AM A BIG FOODIE I CAN EAT ANYTHING
3. RAMI ( BAEMON ) - HER PERSONALITY MATCHES MY OUTER PERSONALITY
4, RORA ( BAEMON ) - I HAVE SAME INNER PERSONALITY LIKE HER
5. NINGNING ( AESPA ) - I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDSS LIKE HER
6. WOONHEE( ILLIT ) - I HAVE SAME CHEEKS AND EYES LIKE HER

NOW SOME FACTS ABOUT ME ( TOTALLY RANDOM )

1. MY FAV FLOWERS ARE ROSES ( SPECIALLY DARK RED ONES )
2, I PLAYED BASKETBALL AND BADMINTON UNTIL 9TH STANDARD
3. I AM AN INTROVERT AND I GENUINELY DONT KNOW HOW TO START A CONVERSATION WITH MY OFFLINE FRIENDS
4. I ONLY HAVE 3-4 REAL OFFLINE FRIENDS
5. I HAVE NO BEST FRIEND IRL
6. I HAVE NEVER HANGED OUT IN ANY OF MY FRIEND PLACE EVER
7, I GET AWKWARD AROUND STRANGERS
8. I AM TALKATIVE ONLINE ( MY FRIENDS KNOWS THAT )
9. I DONT LIKE DOING LAME OR ROM@NCE JOKES BEING A 14 Y OLD ( MY CLASSMATES DOES )
10. MY FAVOURITE SINGER IS ARIANA GRANDE
11. IF MY DAY WENT BAD I WOULD DO THESE THINGS
- LOCK MYSELF IN MY ROOM
- START A NEW ANIME
- EAT MY COMFORT FOOD
- THINK ABOUT DELLU SENARIOS BETWEEN UNREAL ANIME CHARACTERS
12. IF I WAS TO CHOOSE A SUPER POWER IT WOULD HAVE BEEN TO BE INVISIBLE WHENEVER I WANT TO OR GO TO DIFFERENT LOCATIONS FOR FREE


BTW YK WHAT RORA POSTED IN HER WERVERSE

2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 212

𝑲𝑶𝒀𝑼𝑲𝑰

Congratulations on 200 subs bby
Didn't u jut reached 100
‪@yeonblaze.ৎ‬

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 5