Bigbabyj30

Starting next week, the BABY will return. I will be completing FF7 remake hard mode. Then I will be finally starting my Dark Souls remastered run. I am need so much support and guidance on this. You guys know I don’t play souls games I have encouraged my many of you. I hope I do you proud. I have also been requested to return to FF12 TZA. I will be doing that too. If there is any other games that you would like for me to try, please leave your request in the comments section. Thank you 🙏🏾.

1 month ago | [YT] | 28

Bigbabyj30

With another surgery out of the way, I can now focus on healing again. I feeling pretty good. I still have a long journey ahead. I am confident that I will continue to get better. I want to thank everyone who has supported me through this journey. The positive attitude that you have shown me. I will be starting my streams soon. So, please continue with your love and prayers. I will see you soon 😊🙏🏾.

1 month ago | [YT] | 31

Bigbabyj30

Just a quick update date on what is going on. I haven’t been feeling well and that is why I haven’t been streaming. Next week I will be having surgery. That isn’t much to worry about. I do know that that may a week or two before I will stream again afterwards. Will complete FINAL FANTASY 7 REMAKE HARD MODE. Then I will be streaming DARK SOULS REMASTERED. I plan on coming back stronger than ever. For the request of FINAL FANTASY XIITHE ZODIAC AGE, I will also return to that as well. I will see you beautiful people soon.

2 months ago | [YT] | 28

Bigbabyj30

This past weekend I had a birthday (52). I was planning on streaming but I just wasn’t feeling well 🥲. Don’t worry though, I plan on streaming again very soon. We will continue pick up where I left off and plan on doing something different. I’m going to step out into trying some souls like games. So be sure to stop in and just say hi 👋. I would greatly appreciate it.

2 months ago | [YT] | 31

Bigbabyj30

I HAVEN'T SAID THIS MUCH, BUT I REALY APPRECIATE EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN WITH ME THROUGH THIS JOURNEY. ALL THE KIND WORDS AND PRAYERS. YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH IT HAS MEANT TO ME. I WILL ADMIT THAT THERE DAYS I HAVE BEEN DOWN, BUT I HAVE YOU ALL TO THANK FOR BEING THERE TO GIVE ME STRENGTH. WHEN I HAD CONSIDERED GIVING UP MY CHANNEL, IT WAS YOU WHO STOOD IN MY CORNER PUSHING ME, ENCOURAGING NEVER GIVE UP. I CAN'T THANK YOU ENOUGH. NOW I'M GETTING BETTER AND STARTED BACK TO DOING THE THINGS THAT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD. YOU GUYS ARE TRULY A BLESSING TO ME. I WILL GET BETTER AND STRONGER WITH GOD ON MY SIDE. ALSO WITHE LOVE THAT YOU ALL HAVE SHOWN ME. USING THE WORDS OF ONE OF MY FAVORITE FINAL FANTASY CHARACTERS (FF7 BARRETT), "AINT NO GETTING OFF THIS TRAIN." THIS TRAIN MAKES NO STOPS PUSHING FOWARD. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN.

3 months ago | [YT] | 40

Bigbabyj30

HELLO YOUTUBE FAMILY AND FRIENDS. JUST A QUCK UPDATE ON HOW THE CHANNEL WILL BE MOVING FORWARD. EVERYONE THAT KNOWS ME, KNOWS WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH. I AM GOING TO START SLOW BUT I WILL START LIVESTREAMING AGAIN. I MISS MY COMMUNITY VERY MUCH, AND I KNOW THAT THEY MISS ME. I HAVE BEEN UPLOADING VIDEOS LATELY JUST TO GET BACK INTO THE SWING OF THINGS. I DON'T CLAIM TO BE IN REMISSION, BUT I AM GETTING STRONGER MONTH BY MONTH. MY FIRST STREAM WILL BE FRIDAY OR SATURDAY DEPENDING ON HOW I FEEL. I WANT TO GIVE YOU THE BEST OF ME. ONE OF MY GOALS IS TO BE AN EXAMPLE TO PEOPLE WHO ARE STRUGGLING WITH WHAT EVER CONDITION YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. THERE PEOPLE THAT ARE IN YOUR CORNER AND TO NEVER GIVE UP. GOD IS ALWAYS WITH YOU. IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD, THAT IS FINE. JUST REMEMBER THAT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE IN YOUR CORNER TO SUPPORT YOU. I ASK THAT WE ALL STAY STRONG AND KEEP A POSITIVE ATTITUDE. I BELIEVE WITH THAT WE CAN GO FARTHER THAN YOU KNOW. LET'S SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGE ONE ANOTHER MOVING FORWARD.

3 months ago | [YT] | 34

Bigbabyj30

Hello my YouTube family and friends. I know it’s been a while since you have heard from me. I’m going to give you an update on what I have been going through. Most of you know that I have cancer and been going through my treatments. I recently had surgery to see how much cancer that I have in my belly. Because of scar tissue, they weren’t able to see everything. I do know that I will have treatments for another year. I will not be streaming much due to the chemo treatments weakens me. I will be supporting my other YouTube creators and watching my comments to answer them. I’m stepping back to focus more on my health. If I can, I may try to post some videos. Until then, I want you to stay positive and strong. Don’t worry. I will be strong and overcome. We are warriors.

6 months ago | [YT] | 66

Bigbabyj30

No stream tomorrow. I have a lot of things going on but I should be back Friday.

10 months ago | [YT] | 12

Bigbabyj30

Sorry guys and girls there won’t be a stream today. I’m off to chemo. I hope you all enjoy your day and stay strong and healthy.

10 months ago | [YT] | 28

Bigbabyj30

First thing first, I want to thank everyone who has supported my work. I also want to thank you all for the kind words, love and prayers. Now to inform you all of where my channel is going. I plan on continuing my journey. I will start back streaming in the New Year. I pray to come back stronger than ever. I will start streaming FFXII again, low level of course. Then I will start expedition 33. Hope to see you there. Until then, everyone please take care and Happy Holidays.

11 months ago | [YT] | 41