DIAGNOSED narcissist (NPD) with ASPD+Psychopathy, ADHD, Paranoid and Schizoid traits. I am here to bring greater understanding of the WHYs behind the behaviors of both the Disordered and those that love them. 🌈
#NPD #FemaleNarcissist
Email: clusterbmilkshake@outlook.com
or Message me on Instagram if you would like to set up a 1 on 1. 🌈
Books recommended:
The Holy Bible (For spiritual warfare, protection, saving your family)
Unmasking Narcissism by Dr. Mark Ettonsohn
Disarming the Narcissist by Wendy T. Behary
The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engel
Why Does He Do That by Lundy Bancroft
Facing Codependence by Pia Mellody
Psychopathy The Basics by Sandie Tayor and Lance Workman
Dangerous Personalities by Joe Navaro
A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle
8 Rules of Love by Jay Shetty
Outsmarting The Sociopath Next Door by Martha Stout, Ph. D.
cLuStEr B MiLkShAkE
Mr. Chicken is so dramatic. He needs to toughen the f*ck up! We’re half way done with the week long therapy blitzkrieg!🐔 #therapy #narcissist
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Mr. Chicken and I are Boston filming for Borderline Notes so we won't be doing a live today but will be back next Friday and I'll tell you all about it! In the mean time, I'll be blogging my experience to my members. 🎉💋
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I think I've been in a collapse for a few years now bc I have been going against my nature (with help of being nurtured) and natural way of living life. Hear me out bc I'm losing my mind.
I'm watching people everyday lie, cheat, and steal without justice falling upon them. Those that take advantage of others are the ones that swim in overflowing cups of attention, admiration, and worship. I envy them.
I study almost everyday on this disorder and figure out how to help myself and others. I hope you are getting something out of it bc I'm not getting anything life altering to better my mental health. I just feel like a caged animal while SV boosts about being a shitty human being. Side note: Other self aware narcissists and myself KNOW that he is only speaking of himself while taking us all down with him. I've even watched Kanika Batra being interviewed, laughing with their host about her evil deeds that she doesn't care to stop. It makes me envy who I used to be.
Self awareness, reflection, and boundaries doesn't get me better relationships either. Believe me, these men mirror their healing journey along with me in the beginning. Lol What a karmic joke. They were lucky I would leave without projecting all my blood soaked trauma onto them (one thanked me for not doing so).
Relationships fill a need for both parties. Destruction of that relationship is self annihilation. And it doesn't feel comfortable walking away without giving the command to push the red button.
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