Kenneth Iain

Reminder: going live over on TWITCH in just under half an hour for muh birthday stream!

2 days ago | [YT] | 0

Kenneth Iain

Hi everyone! Sorry it's late notice, but it's my birthday tomorrow! My reaction to Jeff Satur's new song will be out tomorrow, but it'll not really acknowledge that it's my birthday... cause I kind of forgot when I was recording the videos for this week. Anyway, I'm writing this post cause I usually have a tradition of going live over on Twitch (link's above), but I wasn't sure of WHAT I would do. Then I thought I could maybe do some Just Chatting, hang out with you all, and finally see if I can make a dent in my reaction recommendations with you guys? It would probably start around 9am my time (that's GMT) and again it'd be over on TWITCH, NOT here. Again I'm sorry it's late notice -- I've been anxious for some things happening irl. But if anyone has free time, I'd love to see you!

3 days ago | [YT] | 6

Kenneth Iain

Hi everyone! I reacted to a lot tonight. My reaction to eaJ's new EP is up, but I also recorded the reactions to The Rose and Jeff Satur as I said I would do, and the new K/DA song. They're all long videos and I'm tired now, but I hope you enjoy them 🥰 Have a lovely week everyone

1 week ago | [YT] | 4

Kenneth Iain

Hi everyone, I don't know if anyone's still here for my reactions to The Rose (I know, it's been a while), but I'm gonna catch up with Utopia and Blue Moon. I realised I added them to my watch later a century ago, and then forgot/got overwhelmed/I-don't-know-ask-Derek*, and I was just going through said watch later and rediscovered that I hadn't watched/listened to them. If no one is still around who is/was interested, I can just listen to them in my own time -- put less pressure on myself to RECORD them. But since I record at night, and at some point, my internet provider is planning on doing maintenance overnight, I am downloading stuff in advance so if I AM up to record, I can hopefully do so. I am ALSO planning on FINALLY doing a Jeff Satur catch up because I've also had 'Passion Fruit', 'Lost and Found', and 'Tell Me the Name' on my watch later for ages

*who's Derek? No idea

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 4

Kenneth Iain

Hello everyone! A little bit of a long post. I will put a TLDR below. Just letting you know that we have entered the S.A.D months for me. I will do my best to keep up with videos, but if they're more sporadic, this is why. Also just for anyone new here, I am autistic -- I tell you in most videos -- but just in case you only watched the videos where I don't explain that, that's the truth. And yes, for me, my autism DOES disable me: in the context of reactions, where I need to be as present as possible, it especially affects my processing and understanding speed, and even my ability to form words -- from an inconvenient stutter to being full non-verbal (I wouldn't even try to record on those days). It's why I pause a lot. But also I cannot control how often I say the word "uhmm" or other such filler words while I'm trying to process and articulate my thoughts. It's an unintentional thing I do to find the words I want to say, and it's made more diffcult by brain fog where I literally forget words. If you watched my True Damage reaction, I couldn't remember the word TROPHY. When writing this post, I literally had to look up "what do you call the cup you win" because even now I still couldn't remember -- and I know that word. Some days it takes me over 15 tries to even record an intro to a video, genuinely. Again, the reaction I posted this morning? It took me over 20 times because I kept stuttering, tripping over, or forgetting, words. I pushed through, but that's the reality. I don't say that for sympathy, but given as I said above I'm in a season where my mental health is a lot more fragile than usual, I feel the need to explain myself. Thank you for reading, and understanding. Also while my on-camera speech might be annoying to follow (fine), my typing is a lot better, so if you ever want to have conversations in the comments of videos, please do. You'll see I spend a lot of time responding to comments, as and when I get them! And note: this isn't enagement farming, please don't think I'm being like: "PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS!" I just wanted to say it 🥰

TLDR: Mental health more fragile at the moment; and I AM autistic, and it DOES affect how I react.

3 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 11

Kenneth Iain

Good morning everyone. I know Stell's new song is out. I haven't been able to react to it yet -- the KAVE/Gaho Reaction i put out just now was recorded last week. I planned to record, but then something happened irl, and I just wasn't in a good place to record, but I'm planning on recording my reaction ASAP. I'm so looking forward to it. Twitter's doing its best to try and spoil it, by telling me the song is doing really well. That's good! Hope you have a lovely week!

2 months ago | [YT] | 4

Kenneth Iain

Hello everyone. Sorry that, apart from my previous post 9 days ago that I've been a little quiet. Without trauma dumping, I've been having a very bad time of late -- BUT I have recorded. This morning, I reacted to SB19's new song 'LAWLESS', as well as Hui's new song 'BINGO', Stray Kids 'THIS & THAT", and ONEWE'S '우리들은 행방불명 (Neverland)'. Thank you for being patient and sticking around with me. I hope you enjoy my reactions when they're out! Have a lovely weekend!

3 months ago | [YT] | 13

Kenneth Iain

Happy 3 years to my YouTube channel, everyone! Thank you all for being here!

3 months ago | [YT] | 5

Kenneth Iain

EDIT: It's up!

Hi everyone! My Felip 'Sulphur' reaction WILL be coming. My editing software was out of date, and STRUGG-UH-LING to render, so I had to update it (I'm talking it was rendering 5 frames a second, with an estimated render time of over 11 hours). Hope everyone's having a good day!

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 6

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Hi everyone! So, good news: I was able to record two things. Bad news, because my settings didn't carry over (even though I was able to reimport most everything else), the reactions are messed up, because everything got put on a single track. I'm really sad, because they were my reactions to DPR Ian's Limbo', and Cup of Joe's 'Multo'. I've fixed what I can in the DPR Ian one, but it means that any time I speak over the video, rather than pausing, you can't hear what I'm saying, as I have to lower the volume of the MV. Is it worth posting? There is still a lot where you can hear me, where the video is paused. But I don't know if I should bother, or just scrap it 😔 I haven't even tried with the 'Multo' reaction yet

4 months ago | [YT] | 5