『𝐅𝐭. 𝐌𝐢𝐳𝐮𝐮 जीִ』𖤐ֶָ֢

Maybe yes… this could really be the last. After this, I won't be active on any channel, and I'm not going to make a new one either. This is completely my own choice. Deleting my Pinterest was my own decision too, nothing else and nobody else. I'm just genuinely tired and fed up with everything, and for once, I want to choose myself. I feel like I've been a clown in everyone's life for so long always caring, always being there, always making people feel important, while somehow never feeling like I was important to anyone in the same way. And when it comes to favouritism, I feel like I'm nowhere. Maybe that's why I slowly started losing myself without even noticing. My marks are getting kinda low, my concentration is being affected, and now I don't want to sacrifice my studies or my future just to keep holding onto things that are hurting me.

So this is your official Mizuki fading out.

Maybe yes this is the last time you'll see me here. And if you ever see someone claiming to be Mizuki_xthetics or pretending to be me in any way, please know that it's fake. That's completely not me. Maybe someday you'll find another Mizuki not exactly me, because no one can really be the same but maybe someone with the same kind of soul, the same random talks, the same warmth, the same little moments that made you feel understood. I hope you do. And I hope, wherever I end up, I become that same Mizuki again too the one who used to create without overthinking, laugh without forcing it, and genuinely enjoy being here. To my Mizix and my lovely Mooniepies, thank you. Thank you for every view, every comment, every tag, every conversation, every little bit of love you gave me. You probably don't realise how much some of those small things meant to me. Mizuki and Moonie are fading out now, and maybe tomorrow you really won't see me anymore. If this is goodbye, then I don't want to leave with anger. I just want to leave with gratitude. Please keep smiling, keep creating, and keep being yourselves. And if you ever remember Mizuki, I hope you remember her as someone who genuinely cared. Maybe this isn't the end of everything… maybe it's just the end of this chapter. But this time, I'm choosing myself. 🥀🌙🦋 <3




Also I wish whenever you hear March 3 I hope it will remind me to you <3!



I love you all

Thankyou so much

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