I hope to build a community to inspire and lift up anyone that comes across my channel. I'm not perfect but I aspire to be better each day and enrich the lives of others. I never really believed in myself but woke up 1 day hoping I could help someone else not have to go through the long depressing tunnel vision. Maybe if I can help others I can also help myself. I like my music slower. It honestly connects me at a deeper level. I started learning Easter 2025. I fell in love instantly. I finally could feel fully. through my music.


Azurfex

Anyone find it interesting how much movies impact our lives. If it fun or is it flat out programming? In the 80s we had terminator… 30 years later we are creating it. Lightsaber… tech is being developed. Idiocracy came true… what started as entertainment becomes mad scientist breakthroughs. We work on what they make interesting to us.

They divide us on every topic so that we don’t focus on the root problem.

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Will be finishing Psalm 28 soon. Things have been rough since my move and I just lost motivation.

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

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My depression has been on a completely different level lately. I have people around but still am extremely lonely. My son is the glimmer in the darkness. I keep going mainly because of him. I just feel empty

5 months ago | [YT] | 0

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Can barely stand today. Have a flare up of arthritis in my feet. Not going to be recording today as I’m in a lot of pain.

6 months ago | [YT] | 3

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I won’t have a video tomorrow morning. It will most likely be in the afternoon sometime as I have a very early trip in the morning. Thursday I’ll be back at breakfast

6 months ago | [YT] | 2

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Lord I know I fall short on a Daly bases, yet you lift me up and keep me from face planting. You keep my view on you and not the world. You keep my hands pointed in prayer and not balled into fists of anger. You keep me still in moments where all I want to do is scream. Thank you Lord. You are King of Kings… Lord of Lords.. in your name Amen.

7 months ago | [YT] | 79

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Dear Lord above, thank you for your grace and love. When life looks bleak you always show up to show me it isn’t as bad as I originally thought or expected. Thank you 🙏

8 months ago | [YT] | 121

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I 🙏 to the Lord God for guidance and grace to reach those around me. To show believers and non believers alike of His eternal glory with His clarity. To bestow wisdom for peace and prosperity for all. To give grace to those that need it most. In your Mighty name Lord. Amen 🙏

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