NΞØN PULSE

Im sorry about the lack of uploads. It’s been really difficult for me lately. I’ve just been feeling down lately. No matter how much I try to go into my music, I just can’t seem to get through it without feeling like I’m missing something.

I don’t have any friends, so I don’t have anyone I can just text to go hangout with. I just have coworkers that’s it, and they all have their own friend group outside of that and are in happy relationships. I’m nothing but happy for them. I just don’t know if I’ll be able to find that for myself…

2 days ago | [YT] | 1

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💔 I’m a grown man, but sometimes I wonder if anyone would even notice if I stopped reaching out.

I watch my friends enjoy their happy relationships, hang out with their other friends, and make memories together. Meanwhile, I sit here waiting for a text message that rarely comes.

Sometimes, I genuinely question whether I even have friends… or if I’m just the guy people remember when it’s convenient.

And when it comes to love? That’s a whole different kind of loneliness.

I know I’m not the most attractive man on the planet, but I’d consider myself average. Yet somehow, I’ve always been the guy who never gets a second look from women. Sometimes, I don’t even get the first one. I watch my friends get noticed while I feel invisible standing right beside them.

I’m not asking for every woman to want me. I’m not asking for hundreds of friends. I just want to know what it feels like to be someone’s first choice for once.

Someone who checks on me without needing a reason. Someone who actually wants to spend time with me. Someone who looks at me and sees more than just another face in the crowd.

I try to stay positive, keep my head up, and tell myself that my time will come. But some nights, it gets exhausting watching everyone else experience the things I’ve spent years hoping for.

And the hardest part? I don’t know if I’m doing something wrong, or if I’m simply the kind of person people never think to choose.

So let me ask you something, and please be honest…

Have you ever felt like you’re everyone’s background character while they’re the main character in their own happy lives?

Do you ever wonder if you actually matter to the people you call your friends?

I can’t be the only one who feels this way. ❤️‍🩹

2 days ago | [YT] | 2

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Happy Leiferickson Day!!!

Hinga Dinga Doergen!!

4 days ago | [YT] | 1

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🇺🇸 DEAR AMERICA…

Exhausted. That’s how we are before we even begin our day.

Our phones buzz like alarms we never snooze. We watch the news every morning and witness a world that feels increasingly broken.

We smile through screens to hide what we truly feel inside. We’ve taught ourselves to say, “I’m alright,” just to enter a room without being asked what’s really wrong.

We were promised freedom, yet strings are pulled from behind the curtain.

We were promised free speech, until our voices were labeled dangerous.

We send young men and women overseas to fight conflicts created by those who may never face the battlefield themselves. Some return broken. Some return forgotten. And some never return home at all, leaving families to grieve beneath folded flags.

We kill our own people and call it border control.

We claim to protect our children, yet too often, those who harm them are the ones protected by the very systems meant to hold them accountable.

We are promised free will, yet silenced when we dare to use it.

We stand up for our rights, only to be told to sit down and be quiet.

That’s our country.
That’s our home.
That’s our struggle.

We carry it every single day…

Yet somehow, we continue to call it “freedom.”

🇺🇸 Dear America, when did we stop asking what freedom was supposed to mean?

1 week ago | [YT] | 1

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Just watched Avengers: Endgame in the theater again, and honestly… the nostalgia hit HARD. ❤️

There’s something special about experiencing that movie on the big screen again. Hearing the music, seeing all those characters, remembering where I was when I first watched it… it brought back so many memories. And those post-credit scenes? Absolutely loved them. It felt like getting a little piece of that Marvel era back again. 🥹

But there was another part of tonight that I’ll probably remember for a completely different reason.

I met a beautiful woman at the theater. We talked for a little while, and she seemed genuinely wonderful. But realistically… I’ll probably never see her again. And that’s such a strange feeling. You can meet someone for just a few minutes, think “wow, I’d really like to know this person,” and then life just moves on.

Maybe I’ll meet someone like her again someday. Maybe I won’t. I honestly don’t know.

All I know is that I went to the theater expecting to leave with nostalgia from Avengers: Endgame…

Instead, I left with nostalgia for a girl I barely even got to know. 😂💔

I guess sometimes the universe gives you a beautiful little moment without telling you whether there’s ever going to be a sequel.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

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I’m thinking about making some covers of Blorg! Below are the first two openers of the next set of covers! Vote on which one you want!

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 2

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Twenty-five years ago, our nation was changed forever.

On that September morning, thousands of lives were taken, families were broken, and a nation stood in grief.

Yet, in the darkness, courage arose.

Firefighters climbed toward danger.
Strangers carried strangers.
A wounded nation stood together.

Today, we remember not only those we lost, but those who gave everything to save others.

Let us never forget their names.
Let us never forget their sacrifice.
And let us never forget the lesson they left us:

That hatred may destroy lives, but it cannot destroy our humanity.

Twenty-five years have passed, but their memory remains.

May we carry it forward—not with fear, but with courage.
Not with hatred, but with compassion.
Not with division, but with unity.

We remember. We honor. We endure.

🇺🇸 Never Forget. 🇺🇸

September 11, 2001 — September 11, 2026

1 month ago | [YT] | 5

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🎶 QUESTION FOR YOU GUYS! 🎶

What if I did a LIVE STREAM where I just played my music? 👀🎧

I’d play some of my originals, remakes, unreleased tracks, and maybe even take requests from you guys!

Would any of you actually tune in and hang out? 👇

❤️ YES! I’d definitely watch!
🔥 Absolutely — do it!
🎧 Maybe, depends on the time!
👀 I’d probably lurk 😂

Let me know! If enough of you are interested, I might actually make it happen. 😎🌃🎶

Neon Pulse after dark… LIVE. 🌌

1 month ago | [YT] | 2

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Thoughts on the new album cover????

I’m going for a Cyberpunk themed album but gave the cover a reference from Guardians of the Galaxy when they went to Knowhere

1 month ago | [YT] | 6

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1,000 SUBSCRIBERS. ❤️

I honestly don’t even know what to say…

Thank you. Truly.

When I started this channel, I never imagined I would make it this far. I never thought 1,000 people would choose to subscribe, listen to my music, watch my remakes, support my art, or simply take a moment out of their day to be here.

There were so many times when I questioned whether I should keep going. There were videos that barely got views, moments where I felt like nobody was listening, and times when I wondered if all the time and effort I put into this was even worth it.

But I kept creating.

And somehow, little by little, we made it to 1,000.

That number might just look like a number on a screen, but to me, it represents 1,000 people who gave my channel a chance. 1,000 people who became part of this journey.

I’m incredibly grateful for every single view, like, comment, share, subscriber, and kind message. Even if you’ve only watched one video, you’ve contributed to this milestone.

This channel means so much to me, and knowing that something I created can reach people around the world is a feeling I genuinely can’t put into words.

Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for listening. Thank you for staying.

1,000 subscribers was a milestone I never thought I’d reach.

And now that we’re here…

I can’t wait to see where we go next. 🖤

— Neon Pulse 🌌

1 month ago | [YT] | 7