☕Alightdean☕

Well another update,
My fucking ailght motion is broken 💔
For some reason I am trying to make my edit but when i export the things into the edit it for some reasons glitches and I am trying to fix it but is literally pissing me off and I am trying to find the problem but it might take me longer just because my shit is broken 😭at this point i might quit because of this shit and from how it is ragebatting me.

1 week ago | [YT] | 5

☕Alightdean☕

A little update about me,
Im still doing a bit terrible and feeling shitty for the past for almost a week or two now and you know I've been through stuff and i always tried to get though but i never get though it but i do want to come back since i really love editing but at the same time I've noticed how my channel has been falling off, i have less comments and likes and views and it really pissed me off because i REALLY put work into my edits but you know i feel like my edits are not really that great in my opinion so that's kinda why i keep saying how my edits are not great and maybe I'm right or not idk, but what I'm trying to say is i want to come back and stop taking breaks but I've been though so much lately and back then and I'm trying my best to be better and do better but idk if i can get though but for now i will try my best to now come back again and yes i want to say I'm sorry for leaving again for the 5th time i bet people hate me for leaving and you have the right to hate me for it but for now I'll try to make a comeback edit maybe tomorrow or Sunday idk it's been 1-2 weeks since I've left,
But for now that's all i think idk if i want to keep talking about why I'm feeling like shit since im trying to keep this post Short and say I'm now coming back from taking the break.

1 week ago | [YT] | 3

☕Alightdean☕

You know what? FINE I'll come back since that you guys want me to come back so I'm coming back but I'm still sorry for leaving in MY opinion i feel like I'm overreacting in some parts and if I am I'm sorry but for now I'm coming back since i don't like always taking a break almost EVERY single month but I do take breaks for myself and to take time alone considering that I've been very busy and tired and mostly just my mood has been really shitty but since that I'm in fall break I can finally not have to do anything so I'm coming back to editing but I'm still sorry for leaving again.

1 month ago | [YT] | 13

☕Alightdean☕

Ngl i WANT to come back but idk if i should or not Soo I'll let you guys choose but also STOP saying that i should pick this post is literally about how i want YOU guys to choose for me if u should or not and say why at least.

1 month ago | [YT] | 2

☕Alightdean☕

Should i come back















Now if you don't know i kinda stopped posting edits because of me being VERY tired and just very stressed out by doing many things at one time and i never told anyone because i didn't want to be a burden to anyone or to my friends but idk if i should come or not since i did suddenly stopped talking in discord because of gray timing me out for a entire day and I'm still confused by why he did it but in my opinion it kinda ticked me off so i just went offline because of it but i do want to say it's not his fault for me being offline but i still want to post but idk if you guys want me to your choice.

1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 7

☕Alightdean☕

Since idk what to do since i have a LOT of songs but idk what to do pick first so I'm letting you guys choose

1 month ago | [YT] | 5