feridoodles6

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i'd probably be confused as fuck yet impressed with how she's able to make something like that. idk what the songs (or just a singular song) would sound like or what they would be about, but it would be mad interesting to see if that were to happen at one point

3 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 28

feridoodles6

[Strawpage Response]

Even though your interest in me is starting to die out, I appreciate that you take time out of your day to check up on me. I really do hope things get better as well since I'm in a pretty rough spot in life at the moment. I don't really feel all that safe anymore nowadays but I'm trying to hang in there the best I can.

6 days ago | [YT] | 51

feridoodles6

[Life Stuff]

Hey, gonna be getting different depression meds sometime soon, since I am unable to change the dosage of my current one (due to it being maxxed out) and because of it not really working out that much nowadays. I was instructed to take one pill every night until the next video visit with the person who prescribed them to me, so at least any drowsiness/dizziness that happens will be at night instead of the middle of the day. If all goes well, I'll be taking two pills in the daytime.

Also, for those wondering, yes I'm doing somewhat fine currently but I'm not really feeling "all there" too much. I'm still thinking about the doc I made here and there, and thinking about how some people might not take it seriously/brush it off, but besides that, life has been pretty boring lately. I hope you all are doing decent though.

Getting through all this rough bullshit one step at a time. It may still hurt or sting a bit, but it does take time to fully heal.

1 week ago | [YT] | 61

feridoodles6

finally got a new lovell video up after nearly two years, thank god. he's been shelved for quite a bit and i wanted to upload something different for once. i also wanted to experiment with some earthbound-esque imagery for the new vid too so yea

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 44

feridoodles6

i am ready for the spooky season

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 48

feridoodles6

[Mini-Continuation of previous post]

Hey. I'm not sure what my next upload will be, but I appreciate that some of you are supporting me throughout this shit. Don't worry, I'm hanging in there and everything, but please make sure to spread the doc I made recently, or at least make sure to read it all the way through. None of it is a joke nor was the doc meant to be some kind of fake-out, this was planned a long time ago but I was prevented by him several times.

Again, I've never made something like this before, but it was needed to be made. I've been through too much in life and this was a breaking point for me. I don't want to be mentioned near him again nor do I want anyone associating me with them. They've made my life miserable and I want to be as far away from them as possible.

Regardless though, I hope you all have a nice day, and be careful with who you speak to on the internet. You might end up the same way that I did.

2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 51

feridoodles6

[Serious Topic, link contains explicit/sensitive topics]

After many hours of working on this, I'm finally done with it. This doc will explain the many things that my stalking-harasser refuses to discuss about truthfully. This situation might become ongoing, and he might continue to try and take me down, but I refuse to be silenced anymore. This has been going on for far too long and I'm tired of people assuming/saying the worst out of me. Anything that is said in here will most likely go through some edits if there is anything that I missed.

But without further ado, it's time for the main course.

My Experience with Usual/Azure:
docs.google.com/document/d/1nkHPpq5dBcxzEqYQEfrw-Y…

3 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 63

feridoodles6

birthday art 2026

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 228

feridoodles6

i don't regularly promote other people's videos on here, but since i'm feeling nice tonight, i figured i could make an exception for this one video that a pal of mine made recently.

at first i thought it was going to be scary, but alas, i was left surprised. i thank him for making something like this since i've been going through the roughest shit this year, and haven't really been able to properly talk to anyone nor illustrate these feelings within me. makes me feel more relieved when i see that there's still some people who care within this dull, now-careless world; people who are willing to listen, people who actually care, people who don't just sweep me under the rug like i'm nothing.

...people who know the real me behind this smiling mask i put on most of the time, instead of anything else. 💚

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 32

feridoodles6

this damn thing plagued my brain for two whole years somehow

1 month ago | [YT] | 97