Hey, I have not been active for a while (obviously) I just want to let you all know that I’m doing fine and well. No, I am not making or working on a short. I do not want to make any promises that I will be making content as much as I used to. I know I keep pulling an upload 1 video and be gone for months stunt before returning only to dissapear again (haha sorry xD) I just want to let you all know that I am very much grateful for all the attention and love you guys have given me. There are so many positive outcomes that Ive gotten from being a content creator but it has given me so much pressure. Obviously, the positive impacts always outweighs the negative side of the internet but not from my mind. I am a person with a terrible amount of low self confidence and my mind always has it ways to fight itself constantly. The thought of holding a huge audience HAUNTS me for months!! I never was really proud of anything I worked on because I kept prioritizing what others would think. “Am i taking too long? This part doesnt feel right. This looks ugly. People are gonna see this. If this video doesnt do good its not good” I must admit, ive been drawing for view counts instead of what I wanted ever since I reeached a million. Even when I try to break the cycle by trying to make a long animation, all I can think about is if people will watch it or not even though that was NEVER my intention. I just wanted to make videos again and feel good for once. In the end, i keep on procrastinating until i eventually disappear again. Im sorry, I know I should’ve never lose sight on whats important. I sound massively selfish for admitting I was chasing for views but I just want to come clean so I can let the burden off my chest. I do want to keep continuing making art. I never lose passion and I want to make art even if no one’s watching. I just hope you guys understand that im currently trying to recover as best as I can and gain confidence from myself again. Thankyou so much for reading, I love you all dearly 🫂
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I made my own skin
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s.castle.xyz/QJ8sp2VwBiMo
My game is out now!! More updates coming soon
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You guys should definitely draw your ocs in my room 🙂‍↕️
s.castle.xyz/EdNqZwyQ7Oqw
brings back memories tbh
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oh wow
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Flotershy
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ENI OPENS AN ART COMMISSION‼️CHECK HER OUTT
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Discord Emotes
discord.gg/musashicord
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Ughhhhehhg what is that???
discord.gg/musashicord
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Becareful dont fall
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Hey, I have not been active for a while (obviously) I just want to let you all know that I’m doing fine and well. No, I am not making or working on a short. I do not want to make any promises that I will be making content as much as I used to. I know I keep pulling an upload 1 video and be gone for months stunt before returning only to dissapear again (haha sorry xD)
I just want to let you all know that I am very much grateful for all the attention and love you guys have given me. There are so many positive outcomes that Ive gotten from being a content creator but it has given me so much pressure. Obviously, the positive impacts always outweighs the negative side of the internet but not from my mind. I am a person with a terrible amount of low self confidence and my mind always has it ways to fight itself constantly.
The thought of holding a huge audience HAUNTS me for months!! I never was really proud of anything I worked on because I kept prioritizing what others would think. “Am i taking too long? This part doesnt feel right. This looks ugly. People are gonna see this. If this video doesnt do good its not good”
I must admit, ive been drawing for view counts instead of what I wanted ever since I reeached a million. Even when I try to break the cycle by trying to make a long animation, all I can think about is if people will watch it or not even though that was NEVER my intention. I just wanted to make videos again and feel good for once.
In the end, i keep on procrastinating until i eventually disappear again. Im sorry, I know I should’ve never lose sight on whats important. I sound massively selfish for admitting I was chasing for views but I just want to come clean so I can let the burden off my chest.
I do want to keep continuing making art. I never lose passion and I want to make art even if no one’s watching. I just hope you guys understand that im currently trying to recover as best as I can and gain confidence from myself again. Thankyou so much for reading, I love you all dearly 🫂
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