Book_Girly
she/her
she/her
Hey guyssss, I’m Book_girly!!! I’m gonna do my best to reply to all comments but sorry if I miss any. I am using my username because I don’t rlly feel comfortable sharing my real name but here are some thing about me:
Loves:
-singing
-acting
-babysitting
-reading
Favorite books:
-throne of glass
-the cruel Prince
-once upon a broken heart
Bestie:
@itz.luv.frxm.allyৎ
(Pls check out her channel she’s AMAZING)
A couple shows I’ve done:
-High school musical(Taylor)
-Beetlejuice(Barbara)
-Descendants(maleficent)
-Hadestown(worker)
P.S. always here if anyone needs me I luv you all and am always here for u guys even when u think no one else is. Love yourself as much as I love you.
Book_Girly
Vent
Tw: curse words and other sensitive topics
Ok so ik no one’s gonna read this shit but I need somewhere to get the past few days out so you don’t have to stay and read this.
Thursday sucked, I realized how few close friends I actually have. My mom says that’s all that I need but I don’t think she understands how much it hurts. I’ve been ghosted and abandoned by so many people and all I really want is to be popular and to be someone’s priority. I know it sounds selfish but it’s all I really want. My mom and dad asked me if I’m talking to anyone online, too. I lied and said I wasn’t. I’m not sure if they saw something or if they know because they were being really weird about it. I think dad said something about trust. I really don’t want to lie to them, but I don’t want to stop texting bea. She’s so funny and she makes me feel more seen than I’ve felt in a while. That’s kind of all I need. I hated lying to them but I’m so tired of being as perfect as I can for them. And I just need one close friend who will prioritize me over everyone else, and I’m not sure that I have one like that right now. I couldn’t get that pit feeling out of my stomach though. So I did what I always do, 4 lines, one for each time I lied. That sounds fair, right? It’s the only way I can feel better abt myself which is really pathetic. It never scars or bleeds so it doesn't really count. All it does is make it hurt which is fucking pathetic. I’m just so tired of this shit. And then there was Friday. It had been going decently and then I got a 76 on my Spanish test. I had an anxiety attack during the test and I had to leave half of it blank. My mom doesn’t know about my grade yet and I’m not going to tell her. I’m so fucking pathetic that I did what I always do to feel better. It’s really fucking pathetic. And then there was today. I had a project to work on and my partner was coming over to do it. We had to use the attic to work on it. I asked my sister to clean up her stuff or work on it downstairs she yelled at me and ran to tell my dad. He came up and told me I had to be nicer to her because she’s “sensitive”. I just told him ok but I’m so tired of all of their shit. They’re always defending her and then say they don’t have a favorite child. It just pissed me off so much because she always gets her way. I’m so fucking done with everything. I just want it all to end. Edit: the day just keeps getting worse. I asked my mom if I was allowed to have a snack and she said no bc I eat too much already and that I’m probably not even hungry. I haven’t had anything to eat today besides the eggs I had this morning. As if I’m not insecure enough already, mom. I’m so fucking done…
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Book_Girly
Reposting this so ppl see
PLEASE REPORT HIM: @mxlcoms.fxntxsy
Edit: for clarification on why, They are supposedly 17(although we’re not sure anymore) and have been catfishing a lot of people and has recently started saying they are stalking a minor and posting creepy videos and posts about it even though the kid has stated multiple times that he is very scared and uncomfortable. Get him OUT!!!
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Book_Girly
OMGGG GUYS WE DID ITTTT IM AT 50 TYSMMMMM
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Book_Girly
PLEASE REPORT HIM: @mxlcoms.fxntxsy
Edit: for clarification on why, They are supposedly 17(although we’re not sure anymore) and have been catfishing a lot of people and has recently started saying they are stalking a minor and posting creepy videos and posts about it even though the kid has stated multiple times that he is uncomfortable. Get him OUT!!!
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Book_Girly
TWO MORE GUYSSSS!!!!! U DONT HAVE TO SHARE BUT THAT WOULD BE RLY HELPFUL LUV U GUYSSSS
6 days ago | [YT] | 3
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GUYS IM ONLY 3 AWAYYYYY
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Guysss I’m 5 away from 50!!!!! Pls share so I can get there. Luv u guysss😘
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OMG TYSMMM I DIDNT THINK THIS MANY PPL WERE GONNA LIKE WHAT POST BUT U GUYS R HERE AND U GOT ME TO 40 SUBS I LUV U GUYS SM TYSMMM❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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GUYS ITS MY BDAY TODAYYYYYY
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Hey guys I’m bored in class rn and idk what song to do today soooo just comment any songs u want me to try and I’ll do my best (any song as long as it’s appropriate) luv u guyss😘
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