Jani rabbit🦑🐇

We had to meet in August, but August is almost over......

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Jani rabbit🦑🐇

HEY HEY HEY! WASSUP? THERE'S STILL A CHANCE TO SEE KMFDM IN MARCH 2027!!!!! YIPPIIIIIIIEEEE!!!!!! I'm at school rn, writing this shit lol xd. Ukraine was GREAT! I WANT TO GO BACK THERE! I MISS MY UNCLE'S DOGGIIIEEE!!! I had somebody who I can play with and had fun with :3. Now he's not next to me T-T. My depression ruined my summer holidays, I couldve had fun, but I was rotting in bed and drinking beer when I was at my lowest level. But I try to surive another year in this hellhole, for 3 years I'm going to this hellhole and feel miserable. But I don't see the sense of going to another school too, bc what if it's getting worse there? The girls stopped bullying me, but I'm still alone, I've been alone for 3 years, but after school when I have the power, I go to some youth centers and try to make friends, yeeehhh. I miss drawing, writing and animating, I've lost interests on it, but I'd really like to do all this again, but I can't force myself. It's lwk confussing between me and my gf rn, bc I talk about my ex too much, not bc I still love him (HELL NAH), I just miss him a lot, and I can't believe what he had done to me. I want to chill with him in a quiet place and talk for hours again, like we used to. I think I saw him irl, with some other kids like it's a class on a class trip, and there was a guy that looked very similar to my ex, the hair, the shirt, the skin tone, the pants, the nose, the face when the sun is shining on it. I texted him, but ofc he didn't reply back, and I was so stupid to hope that he'll answer this time. THIS WAS A CHANCE TO MEET AGAIN! WHAT HAVE I DONE THAT HE STOPPED TALKING TO ME?!?!? AND I STILL CAN'T LET HIM GO FOR 4 MONTHS!!!! AAAAAA!!! Ok, and my gf gets mad when I talk about him again, I mean I understand how she feels and I would feel the same way, but idk man. I can't. I feel that I disappoint her for breaking promises, like stop smoking or vaping and stop talking about my ex. I'm a very bad gf. I think I don't deserve her. She also doesn't know if she wants to break up with me or not. We give each other time to think. We both think that long distance isn't great either. But idk we both still love each other. I don't want to hurt her, but I think I hurted her enough for brekaing many promises. And I don't deserve her. I don't deserve anyone. I keep sending her reels and ask her how she's doing. She said that we can both still be friends after the break up. I lwk want to break up but in the other way, not. Idk what to do man. I ruined everything. Ofc I'm always the one who ruins everything. It's not them, it's me, I'm the problem. I'm currently watching Bojack Horseman season 6 and I'VE NEVER RELAED TO DIANE LIKE IN THIS SEASON! SHE'S SO ME! SHE FEELS AND THINKS THE WAY I DO! I want to go back to Ukraine. I hope ur ok, guys <3

28.08.2026 10:41 am

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 3

Jani rabbit🦑🐇

YO YO YO HRU GUYS?!?!? HRUUUU??? GUESS WHAT PPL! I'M IN FREAKING UKRAINE RN!!! FINALLY!!!! I'VE BEEN WAITING TO GO THERE FOR 7 YEARS!!! AND NOW I'M FINALLY HERE!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! Yeeeh me and my mom where in the bus and drove throught South Poland too, there's a town called Jaroslaw there lol. Just like my name heheh xD. And now I'm chillin 'ere in my grandparents house, playing with my uncle's doggie called Butch lol but it's a he and not a she lol, but the word Butch means nothing for Ukrainians, it just sounds like a funny name for a dog, just like Pussik, that's was my mom's and uncles old cat's name lol, and they didn't knew what this name means if u remove the k and i and put an "y" in the end LMFAO xD. Bro tf I'm talking about 'ere?! I'm so weird bhahahaha. Oh, and I'm also trying some energy drinks that I never drunk before, Like, have u ever heard for an energy drink called "Burn"? Me neither. I'm drinking the Apple Kiwi flavor rn. Very sour, but tasty :p. When I was in Poland when we stopped at a restaurant on the highway, I saw Red Bull flavors that I haven't seen in Germany, Like the red flavor, ice flavor, yellow flavor and others. LIKE, WHY DOES POLAND SELL MORE RED BULL FLAVORS THAN GERMANY? THAT'S SO UNFAIR! I WANT TO DRINK THESE TOO! GRRRRR >:( . It's also quiet and peaceful in the village here. I love it. It's kinda boring, but there're many greens in 'ere. Last night the siren turned on. I didn't heard it bc I slept deeply. My grandma was worried that I could get a panic attack or something. A russian rocket reahed Lviv, and I'm the South West side of Ukraine, near Romania. 10 people died. Sometimes I forget that the war still exists. My mood changed when I remember that somewhere far away from where I am, there're people diying and losing homes. I try not to worry about the russian rockets and stuff, when I feel down and sad, I just go and play with my uncle's dog and remember how beautiful and fun life can be. I really love this dog. When we first met, he was barking at me aggressively, but now he puts his head on my leg and sleeps on me, or gives me a stick and plays with me. He makes me so happyyyy x3 I really want to hug and shake him ^3^

31.07.26 17:30 o'clock

Btw it was a year ago that I saw GRLwood live. This year was my chance to see KMFDM but while they perform in my city, I'm sitting here in Ukraine. I just waited for KMFDM for more than 6 months for nothing. Thanks mom. I also wanted to see how many fans of KMFDM live in Berlin, and maybe get to know some of these ppl. But sadly, I can't go back T-T. But the tickets were not available for a long time anyways, I think they were sold out for that long. Well, I hope I can see them next year in the Easter holidays in another city, with my mom's friend maybe, bc he likes KMFDM too. If my mom allows me to go to another concert, then I might see the band "Pisse" this year soon. I'm not a Fahrradsattel fan, I do like other songs by this band. And again, this song isn't about something sad or depreessing, it's just about somebody who wants to become someone's bike seat, lol. My favorite song by Pisse in Nervenheilanstalt :p

Ok, now I go and watch some episodes of Beavis and Butthead rn :p
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1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 4

Jani rabbit🦑🐇

OMG! IT'S BEEN A YEAR THAT I POSTED A LONG YOUTUBE VIDEO!!! AND THIS VIDEO HAS 666 VIEWS!!!!! OOOOOOHH MA GAAAAADD!!! Just joking. I'm fine, guys. I'm just too lazy to post anything. I post a lot of videos on tt where I film myself, but don't want to post it here, so my family can't see it lol (They know about my youtube channel). My life is getting better ig. I'm 10 days sh clean and I got a gf. I think it's over between me and my bf, he's ghosting me for more than 2 months, for no reason. I wish I was still in contact with him, I want to be just friends with him, cuz he's a very cool guy in general. But now I have another partner and I REALLY LOVE HER!! I never thought that I'm actually bisexual, lol. Well, most of the people in this planet r bisexual and don't even know that. Yeehh I hope ur all ok, guys. Stay safe and happy <3

2 months ago | [YT] | 6

Jani rabbit🦑🐇

OOOOOOOOHH SH*T!!!!!! Never thought that I'm more like Sarah Lynn. I expected to get Diane or something, cuz I feel like I'm a mix of BoJack and Diane. But Sarah...idk....
I did a BoJack Horseman Character Quiz and...yeehhh....
When I did this for the first time I had 90% Sarah Lynn. Then I repeat the quiz and did it with google translate cuz I didn't understood some questions, but I got 5% more of Sarah....yeeehhh....

4 months ago | [YT] | 8

Jani rabbit🦑🐇

IT'S MY BIRTHDAAAYYY YAAAAAAYYYY!!!! I TURNED ONE YEAR OLDER AGAIN! My yt channel is 2 years old, but it's bday was on 27th of March. Mine is on the 15th of April (for these who read it on the next day or in 2030 or 2126 or 2600 XD). Yyeeaahh, I survived another day of school, verkacktete (failed) the physics text, was dressed funny and colourful like a clown (gonna dress basic on the next day), got many presents, balloons, sushi, rainbowcake, party music, monster energy, talked a lot with my father and watched Shrek 1 with my mom. Yeeeh nothing special ik, but idc, cuz idc about anything. Oki, bai. I have to sleep

5 months ago | [YT] | 6

Jani rabbit🦑🐇

BROOOOO!!! NO WAY! TORD IS BACK BEFORE GTA 6!!!!!!

5 months ago | [YT] | 6

Jani rabbit🦑🐇

Soooo I want to make a Monster Energy lamp with Hello Kitty on it but idk which can would look better and which can I have to choose. Pls vote

6 months ago | [YT] | 2

Jani rabbit🦑🐇

Heeey hru my sweet subscribers? Yeeeeh ik, I don't post a lot like I used to, I'm just too lazy to edit something. I've been working on a short diy tutorial video for 4 months. And yeeeh idk when I'll finish the video (never probably). Idk, if I'll post tiktok compilations again. I don't wanna go back to tiktok. Tiktok sucks. And whenever I install it again, just to post smth or see what my irl and online friends posted, I can't go off from tiktok anymore. And I want to have more space in my phone for photos and videos that keep good memories. Idk, maybe I'll post some random and useless yt shorts. But I'm still more active in community posts and making playlists. I created this yt channel to post my animations, but my tt compilations made my channel getting more subscribers than my animations were I tried my best to animate them. So, I kinda gave up on making animations. I draw very rarely in the last times too, idk why. Maybe cuz I realisez that my artstyle isn't the best and it's the cringest mostly, idk. I write on my diary or diy useless stuff, but idk this is also fun ig. I think I just lost motivation on animating and drawing. It makes me feel sad, but idk when I'll be in the mood to draw again. Nevermind, I suck at drawing anyways ig... . I only have time to draw on the edges of my school workbooks lol XD. They r full of small drawings of me and my boyfriend kissing or hugging or wearing specific clothes or make up hehe XD
yeehh sometimes I just wanna dissapear from this world and come back until my head is clear again and when I'm in the mood. It's impossible sadly ;-;
01.03.2026

6 months ago | [YT] | 5

Jani rabbit🦑🐇

WOO-HOOO THANK U FOR 1500 SUBSCRIBERS MY DEAR COOKIES!!!!! ^3^
(I'm currently editing a video, but it isn't finished yet)

7 months ago | [YT] | 3