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natilla

Happy Hispanic Heritage Month to my hispanic BADDIES 💋📚

As a mini celebration... I'm officially launching my booktube en español!

This is by far the most challenging thing I've ever done. Over the years I've lost so much of my first language, Spanish, and what better way to reclaim it than by talking about the thing I love most: BOOKS.

I still stumble finding the words to express my obsession with these stories, but I hope to find a community of Spanish-speaking and bilingual readers to fangirl beside, the same way you guys do with me here!

If that's you, go check out my first fully Spanish video. Feel free to make fun of me, it's what hispanics do 😚

Thank you guys for always supporting everything I do, and for giving me the confidence to take this leap and grow my community of equally obsessed fangirls ♥️

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 10

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hellooooo 📖☀️

It’s summer (I can feel the serotonin re-entering my body) but I need help please…because i’m a new woman…a contemporary romance woman 🫠

I would’ve never believed that, but here we are! i’m just late to the game and I desperately NEED TO BUILD MY TBR

what are your MUST READ contemporary romance books? a girl needs to pick up her next summer read ASAP

3 months ago | [YT] | 54

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hi hi hi!

the Off Campus FOMO has gotten to me...but as a book girl I MUST culture myself with the literature first

I am currently working on reading vlog for The Deal by Elle Kennedy 📖 and wanted to know: would y'all like to see a full vlog of me watching and reacting to the Off Campus show too??

4 months ago | [YT] | 26

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cook with me team…

what type of videos do you yall wanna see? but let’s get fun with it 😈 because my creative juices are flowing and I need an outlet HELP

what do you guys absolutely LOVE to see on youtube and want me to attempt or create or anything at all? im sat and excited

5 months ago | [YT] | 54

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HI TEAM ✨

there have been some technically difficulties with this week’s videos, so it’s going to be a bit delayed!

thank you for all of the love and support always ♥️ I hope this next one doesn’t disappoint

5 months ago | [YT] | 66

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From the Heart to the Hands: Dolce&Gabanna 🖤

small photo dump that didn’t make the gram ✨ grateful to have been invited to such a beautiful exhibit

full photo dump: www.instagram.com/p/DXVS9ZUjBIV/?igsh=cTdoeXlhanF1…

5 months ago | [YT] | 326

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hi hi hi 💋

I want to thank yall for following me through all my hyperfixations and being so incredibly supportive of my new bookish makeup series 🥹

your kind words truly make my day and the unconditional support keeps me going when i’m doubting wtf i’m doing. genuinely so grateful for the space you guys have given me to be unapologetically me ✨

tomorrow the RELEASE ME makeup (+ spoiler-free reading vlog comes out) hoping to make tahereh mafi and warner proud

please recommend me other books to add to my makeup tbr ♥️ and if you want teasers on which books I pick to recreate, check my instagram story @natillavani every day (i’m constantly teasing and asking for opinions 👀)!

but for now i’ll leave you with a tinyyyyy teaser for tomorrow 💎 hope you ADORE this makeup look…i felt so funky

www.instagram.com/natillavani

6 months ago | [YT] | 645

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your girl is movinggggg 👀 but i want to talk to y’all while i decorate

so comment your spiciest, most controversial booktok hottakes for my next video…and if it’s too hot to put your name on it 🔥 comment it on my instagram story for it to be anonymous!

www.instagram.com/stories/natillavani/381521723395…

TIME TO STIR THE POT 😈 I CANT WAIT TO REACT

8 months ago | [YT] | 81

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hit my one year on booktube 🥹🎉

i started this channel with zero plan, too many opinions, and a camera i absolutely did not know how to use. somehow it turned into a space where we scream about books, overanalyze fictional men, and feel things loudly together

if you’ve ever watched a video, left a comment, or even just lurked… thank you. you’re the reason i keep hitting upload even when life becomes overwhelming

here’s to another year of fangirling over words on paper 🤍📚

9 months ago | [YT] | 140

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heyyy besties 💕

I wanted to do something fun to celebrate hitting 10k subscribers (!!) so I’m filming a little Q&A video!

Thank you from the bottom of my heart — I never could have imagined being here. I’m so grateful for each and every one of you. Creating with you all is truly the best part of my day

💌 drop your questions below!

1 year ago | [YT] | 108