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Comedy creator, (voice) actress and nerd 🎭
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✨this is where the fun begins✨

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Vicky Boss

I finally got around to editing my Triss cosplay photos just in time for the Witcher 3 Remastered Release 🥹💜

I spent hours on this, but it was really really fun because I usually edit videos and not photos 🥹🥹🥹 I hope you guys like it! (Also I edited these in 9:16 format, that’s why they’re a little cut off 💀) (but you can click them to show the true size🫶)

ANYWAY I hope you guys like ‘em! Not sponsored btw I just love Witcher lol

Also also do you guys like when I cosplay?? I LOVE cosplay but I’ve been a bit shy about it online, but I’d LOVE to do more 👉👈

#witcher #cosplay #witcher3 #comedy #triss

3 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 7,579

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Stay tuned for a super special video coming at 6PM CET (in half an hour from me posting this) 💜

I learned how to swim with a mermaid tail in 5 days!💜💜💜

4 days ago | [YT] | 5,393

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Surgery 3/6 done!!!
We’re halfway there 🥹🥹💜💜💜

1 week ago | [YT] | 23,558

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Stay tuned for a new long-form video today at 6PM CET!
What do you think it’s gonna be about?😼😼

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 3,024

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Hey there pals! Stay tuned for a new video soon, ha ha!💜

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 10,140

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ITS LIVE
https://youtu.be/P6TFivmb3uk?is=z9dkQ...

The full vlog of before, during and after my first surgery! This is a very vulnerable topic for me so pls be nice 😭😭💜 (you guys always are) (but I’m nervous)

1 month ago | [YT] | 1,402

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The TRUTH about my first surgery

https://youtu.be/P6TFivmb3uk

It will be live at 7PM CET (in 15 minutes as I’m posting this)

I hope you guys enjoy this video, it took a long time to film and edit 🥹💜 (shoutout to Gianni for editing it)

1 month ago | [YT] | 1,520

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This weekend I will post the FULL vlog of my first surgery 💜
It’s been a really big project, I filmed before, during and three months after the surgery so get ready for a longer video than usual 🥹💜

1 month ago | [YT] | 1,275

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If I started a podcast, would you want me to post it on my main account or a separate channel?

2 months ago | [YT] | 1,075

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I started writing a book about living with chronic illness and one of the chapters is just a poem

Soooooo I thought I’d give you guys a little sneak peak 🥹

The chapter is called:
I miss
(Read this while listening to sad music)

I miss the freedom of feeling the wind on a run.
I miss the days of carefree fun.
I miss that sun-kissed girl from the past.
I wish her energy had been granted to last.

I miss my full potential -
this part of me I’ll never know.
I miss the days before sickness
had dimmed my glow.

I miss when frustration was rare.
I miss when I didn’t have a care.
I miss not noticing my body at all.
I miss when the worst pain was an unlucky fall.

I miss falling asleep after playing all day.
I miss not sleeping my life away.
I miss when slumber meant dreaming, discovering new worlds.
Not anesthesia darkening my vision to the sound of doctors' words.

"Count to ten" suddenly wasn’t a game
I miss when medical bills didn’t cloud my brain
"Sign here" I’m told, as I read about death
A risk I’m expected to gratefully accept

One surgery, two, three… or was it six?
There’s nothing incisions and a cannula can’t fix
I miss not being prodded and poked
I miss not having to fight for hope

Be graceful with your pain,
don’t suffer too loud
Why didn’t you tell us?
Your silence makes us proud

I miss not observing the fading of my scars
All over my body, like constellations of stars
I miss not fearing the warmth of a hug
The risk of pain challenging the comfort of being snug

I miss feeling the wind in my hair
I chase the feeling through windows, my new source of fresh air
"Go outside, go for a run!"
How I wish I could spend my days in the sun

When I’m no longer tired from being alive
I will live and not simply survive
Until then, I’ll fondly hold onto this wish
Of a life where I no longer say “I miss"


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This is a bit darker than my usual videos, but I hope you enjoy it anyway!💜
I’ve been writing since I was 10/11ish, but I haven’t written any poetry in years 👉👈

2 months ago | [YT] | 3,304