EViKA

An update about my Discord server.

Hey guys, I know I haven't posted for a while.
But I do have an update for my discord server.

I added another person on the blacklist.
His name is RuvStyle.
Yes, the popular Mod creator and cover maker who's affiliated with content creators such as Sharv and Neonight.
One of the reasons is that because I found out sometimes, he would shit talk/trash talk about me and some of my friends to his group.

I don't know what exactly he says, but from what one of my informants have told me, they describe it as "cruel comments."

I realized that if he's like that, I don't think I'd allow him or any of his friends to be around me anymore.
And honestly? It's ALMOST a personal attack towards me because all this hate is one sided.

We have a complicated history, but to me, I still think that isn't a reason to tell people to stay away from me.
He paints me a somebody dangerous, or always gets into scandals which honestly infuriates me.

I don't have screenshots/evidence because these are mostly a word of mouth from people who are also associated with both him and me.
And obviously, knowing them, I don't think I'd ever get screenshots of him for the sake of their privacy with him which is very understandable.

I'm just scared that some of his little friends are going to come after me and spy on my server and then pull on gossip with his friends which I'm very wary of.
I do remember him always referring to me as a catfish, and a defamator just because I exposed some predatory people.

He's mostly hated me and another girl because of our chaotic personality, and I just think that's pretty petty. In the end of the day, we're not saints, we're still humans.

I just wanted to be more vocal about this because honestly? He's given me this one sided hate since 2022 to the point that he would paint me into something I'm not.
Anyways, that's about it. See ya around.

P.S.
As for my very last statement

I'd like to say that this is no way a hate post, and simply me just expressing my concerns...

I know that some of his friends might see this and question him or what they do together, but honestly? I just want him to stay away from me.

Before anybody assumes, I'm not here to start more dramas, I just want to close this chapter of my life that always has something to do with him and move on with people I genuinely care about.

I've honestly been healing more, creating my own safe space, and working on my craft

Unless some person decides to attack me, I will no longer post about stuff like this anymore.

It's a matter supposed to be resolved privately, but I decided I wanted to give people my last voice

And also, one last reminder.

Please dont send him any threats or harassment, I know me and him don't like each other, but the difference between myself and him is that I don't send my people to haunt him.

6 days ago | [YT] | 10

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I never knew people still REMEMBERED

MY VERSION of this mod 😭

youtube.com/shorts/jXI9xkdFok...

1 week ago | [YT] | 3

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Fun fact: Vizavika has a nose piercing.

Also, she mostly wears gothic outfits.

Her pajamas are usually black with a pattern of eyes

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 8

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If you guys haven't noticed

I rebranded my entire channel with my new oc :]

Don't worry though, Viki will still be alive!

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 10

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Vizavika/ AViKA human version

She be thicc lol

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 19

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Since this is my most viewed video

I should probably remaster it 😭

I kinda wanna revive this ship

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 6

EViKA

Hello, I'm sorry for posting about the Bloodmoney mod after YEARS of no updates whatsoever.

What happened?
The mod production had been withheld for a year now because the team dissolved.
And what do I mean by dissolved?
So, the co-director wasn't very active on discord and was the one responsible for making poses, art, and sprites for the mod and was the one who directed the art. But unfortunately, because of how inactive she was on Discord, I couldn't do much in the mod because to be real with all of you, I'm not good at coming up with poses or with animating stuff.

And technically, our team wasn't that complete so yeah.

That's what happened to the Bloodmoney mod. The ENTIRE CONCEPT was pretty much established already, but we struggled executing due to technical reasons.

so all of these happened all to the point I lost interest in making the mod.

I'm sorry for disappointing y'all, but I think it's better if I'm being honest than hiding this kind of information.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 13

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My new Mid Fight Masses inspired persona! Though she isn't gonna be my mascot for this channel, she represents my identity in the Mid Fight Masses community.

Think of it as like an alter-ego.

ANYWAYS, here's her info!

Full Name: Vizavika Volkove
Nickaname: Viz, Viza, Vika
Age: 23
Birthday: April 17
Pronouns: She/her
Species: Angel-Demon Hybrid
Occupation: Idol/Performer
Universe: Sollverse (Hypothetical) or just her own universe
Alignement: Neutral Good

Personality:
A daring woman who doesn't mess around. She knows what she wants and she would get it. Although despite her snarky attitude, she hides s a soft side she doesn't show to people she isn't close with and prefers to remain a cold exterior to keep her from being vulnerable.

Positive traits:

- Strong sense of self

- Protective of people she cares about

- Eventually warms up to people she knows better.

Negative Traits:
- Can be cold

3 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 26

EViKA

Im not good enough, aren't I?

No matter what I do, it just gets ignored, it goes unnoticed...

Why?

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 8

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"Retrospection"

Chaos in the past
Had hurt my eyes at last
The remnants, the bitter aftertaste of the sight
That behold the cruel rendition of my story
I stared back at the eyes of who was victim
A victim who was tormented with the suffering and pain of the night.

Was I selfish?
Was I cruel?
Was I wrong for reaching out?
To be held out like a girl and not a tool?
Was I wrong to question?
Was I wrong to seek help?
Seeking help from the man who knew him best?

Why the slander?
Why the hate?
Why the insufferable state?
Did I deserve this? No I don't
So why do you keep dictating my fate?

It's my story, it's only mine
I choose how it's told
It meets the light

So stand down from the altar of truth
And show me, what's the sound of your fool?
Do you wish to gossip?
Do you wish to tear?
The only life and person I would live to bear?

Leave me alone and I'll leave you be
Even if you're to suffer eternally.

And as for you,
Who knew him best
Why do you make such a mess?
You only saw him at his very best
But was it not a test?
A test of your patience?
A test of your will?
A test of your loyalty,
For your family still?
Where have you been?
The tide switched sides
No longer with you,
only with the light.

And as for those that ruin my life
Why do you bother?
Why do you touch us?
Why would you gossip?
From all the things we experienced?

Is that how you play your little lie?
To frame them for your own little sight?
To fill your delusions?
To fill your song?
To fill all the things for you to get along?
To steal attention?
To steal our hope?
To steal everything we've needed the most?
What's wrong with you?
Tarnishing the light
Tarnishing the very vision I found bright?

So come with me,
And you will see
The tiny memories
that you spilled within me.
That's you,
that's how I remember
The face you build
and the face you carried.

So don't cry,
it's too late.
You already chosen
The fate you made.
Cancelled or not?
That's up to you!
I shall continue,
and you shall lose.

1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 6