It doesn't matter how well you do something or how successful you are at it. Sometimes doubt creeps into your mind at that late hour as you're falling asleep. Opportunities come and then you feel like you are a part of something yuuge. Only to discover you were never a part of it at all. Everyone gets replaced eventually. I have to feel and experience the full raw biochemistry everytime because I don't take or do any drugs. I don't like being human. Maybe it's just my autism. Regardless, the sensations it gives me makes me want to quit and just fade into the background and just become a spectator once again.
My entire life I have always put my heart and soul into everything I do but it perpetually never feels like enough to fill the void. Years of endless betrayals eroded my insides. I don't see how I can ever be whole again.
I have secret. I fucking love K-POP. Blackpink and EXO are my faves. Who else listens to K-POP to keep the happy, high energy, love vibes going? My favorite escapism.
When I put in my experimental prompts into Midjourney to generate images, it's like having a magic 8-Ball that gives a very different answer every time. Limitless variations on a theme. A composer's utopia. A novelty that never gets old or boring. A real, in this moment real life wishing well. You still have to throw real coins into it though haha
Lou Zeffer
Knowing there is divinity within nearby now comforts me. It's been ages.
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Lou Zeffer
It doesn't matter how well you do something or how successful you are at it. Sometimes doubt creeps into your mind at that late hour as you're falling asleep. Opportunities come and then you feel like you are a part of something yuuge. Only to discover you were never a part of it at all. Everyone gets replaced eventually. I have to feel and experience the full raw biochemistry everytime because I don't take or do any drugs. I don't like being human. Maybe it's just my autism. Regardless, the sensations it gives me makes me want to quit and just fade into the background and just become a spectator once again.
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Lou Zeffer
Sleep Token "Granite" is coming next
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Lou Zeffer
A Perfect Circle "Pet" is coming next
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Lou Zeffer
Thank you Aja
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Lou Zeffer
My entire life I have always put my heart and soul into everything I do but it perpetually never feels like enough to fill the void. Years of endless betrayals eroded my insides. I don't see how I can ever be whole again.
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Lou Zeffer
Koba‐san
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Lou Zeffer
Only The Fox God knows. If you know, you know.
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Lou Zeffer
I have secret. I fucking love K-POP. Blackpink and EXO are my faves. Who else listens to K-POP to keep the happy, high energy, love vibes going? My favorite escapism.
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Lou Zeffer
When I put in my experimental prompts into Midjourney to generate images, it's like having a magic 8-Ball that gives a very different answer every time. Limitless variations on a theme. A composer's utopia. A novelty that never gets old or boring. A real, in this moment real life wishing well. You still have to throw real coins into it though haha
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