𝑴𝒓 𝒍𝒖𝒙𝒆

This might be one of my last posts for a while because I don't know, mere uske baad mera kya hoga. Because jaisi meri haalat hai abhi, I genuinely don't know.

So, I feel ki aap log jo mujhe itna saara pyaar dete ho, it's not worth it. I mean, aap kis insaan pe itna pyaar de rahe ho? Who's not deserving of it?

I'm honestly not feeling like doing anything. I just feel like, kya hi kar lunga main? I just feel ki I'm a very big failure. Maine zindagi mein kuch nahi ukhaada hai.

And recently maine ek competitive exam bhi diya tha, if you guys know about that, because maine bataya bhi tha. And I thought maine bahut achha perform kiya hai. Mere 98 marks toh aaram se aa jayenge. And I'll happily tell my parents, they'll praise me, and maybe we'll spend some quality time together.

But all I got was 80%.

People will say, "80 percent toh bahut hota hai bhai, toh itna ajeeb kyun act kar raha hai?"

But suno bhai, meri baat toh sun lo.

My both parents are working, so they don't really give me much time. And isi liye, I'm honestly attention ka bhooka. I accept it.

I always try ki studies mein achha karun, extracurricular activities mein achha karun, sports mein achha karun, so that maybe they'll praise me.

But all I get is daant, comparison, pressure.

And honestly, sometimes I feel like I'm just never enough.

Maine socha tha ki achhe marks aayenge toh main unko bataunga. But marks dekh ke mujhe khud hi itni sharam aa gayi. Main unko kaunse muh se bataunga?

They never praise me, guys. They never.

I've got several trophies, several medals, several certificates, and I've worked really hard in studies too, but sometimes it feels like none of it matters.

All I keep getting is pressure.

And that's why I always try to be better.

Main itna khush rehne ka act karta hoon, but andar se I'm honestly not okay. I'm tired of pretending that I'm the happiest person in the world.

I'm tired of everything, bhai.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I just know that right now, I don't feel okay.

4 days ago | [YT] | 28

𝑴𝒓 𝒍𝒖𝒙𝒆

HAPPIEST BIRTHDAYYY!! 😭💗 Honestly, mujhe samajh hi nahi aa raha tha ki kya likhu😿, but birthday pe kuch special toh likhna banta hai😻🤏🏻. We may not be the closest people, but I genuinely like talking to you and aapse baat karke hamesha achha lagta hai. I hope aap hamesha aise hi rahoge aur jo bhi aap chahte ho, woh aapko mile.

Aur haan, gift ki baat karein toh main aapke liye zyada kuch toh nahi kar sakta 😿, isliye socha ek paragraph hi likh deta hoon😛☝🏻. Filhaal meri taraf se isi ko birthday gift samajh lijiye 😻🎁.

Once again, HAPPIEST BIRTHDAYYY!! 🎂💗ENJOY KRO 😇☝🏻, mera ye chhota sa “gift” accept kar lena 😭.

‪@vaishxtics.ৎ‬

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6 days ago | [YT] | 20

𝑴𝒓 𝒍𝒖𝒙𝒆

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I love when someone makes edits for me 😭
(no one does 😭👹 but she did 🥹🫶🏻)
this is so cute, thank youuu 😭💗
‪@luvrismmm3‬

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1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 27

𝑴𝒓 𝒍𝒖𝒙𝒆

Guys, let’s talk about something a little serious for a moment.

Since the day I made this YT channel, it has given me so many beautiful memories, amazing friends, and people who genuinely care about me and see me as a friend. I’m honestly grateful for that.

But there are a few things that have been making me uncomfortable lately, and I feel like I need to say this.

A few girls have proposed to me, and honestly, it’s getting a little too serious for my comfort. I know this is personal, but I’m saying it because it’s genuinely affecting me. I’m also just a human being. I have feelings too, and it hurts when someone tries to guilt-trip me simply because I rejected them.

I have the right to choose who I want and who I don’t. Right now, I’m not looking for a relationship, and I don’t trust people online that easily. That doesn’t mean everyone here is bad — there are people I genuinely trust and care about — but some people cross boundaries, and that’s not okay.

And another thing: please stop asking me to reveal my face.

Some people come into my DMs saying, “I revealed my face, so now it’s your turn. I want to see your face too.”

Bro… I never asked you to reveal your face. 😭 You chose to do that yourself, and I respect your choice. But that doesn’t mean I owe you my face in return.

If I don’t want to reveal my face, please respect that. Don’t pressure me, don’t guilt-trip me, and don’t make me feel bad for keeping something private.

Like… why would I reveal my face to someone I barely know? 😭

If you choose to share something personal about yourself, that’s completely your decision. But my privacy is my decision too.

Same goes for relationships. If you have feelings for me, I’m not going to hate you for it. You can’t always control your feelings. But please don’t expect me to accept them, and please don’t cross my boundaries when I say no.

I respect your feelings. I’m only asking you to respect mine too.

Please understand the difference between caring about someone and crossing their boundaries. 🤍




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1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 34

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1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 27

𝑴𝒓 𝒍𝒖𝒙𝒆

Guys 😭💗 I’m really sorry to everyone whose name I missed in my last edit. I genuinely forgot a few names 🥹

I’ll definitely make a new edit for you guys! 🫶🏻✨
If your name was missed, comment your name below so I can include you in the next edit ❤️

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1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 16

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Hello beautiful logzz🫶🏻

okayyy so I’m thinking of making an edit featuring my friends and subbies👀💗

if you wanna see yourself in that edit, just comment “me” below 😭🫵🏻
I’ll add you in, so don’t be shy pls 😭🎀

comment down if you wanna be a part of it! 🫧✨

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2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 35

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GUYS 😭💀 aaj subah main chair pe baith ke khel raha tha aur apni hi duniya mein GHOOMAR GHOOMAR GHOOMAR GHOOMAR kar raha tha 😭💃🏻 Matlab full masti chal rahi thi, tabhi mere padosi ke bachche ne mereko itne zor se dhakka diya ki main seedha DHADAAM se neeche gir gaya 💀🙏🏻 Aur guys, BAHUT ZOR SE gir gaya tha matlab ek second ke liye mera literally blank out ho gaya tha 😭💀 Uske baad mere sir mein bahut zyada dard hone laga, but maine socha IGNORE KARO, THEEK HO JAYEGA 🤡 Lekin guys, tab se mera sir bahut zyada dard kar raha hai aur meri tabiyat bhi kharab hoti jaa rahi hai 😭 Upar se mereko bahut zyada neend aa rahi hai 💀 Phir ghar ki helper aunty ne mereko ek laal rang ka oil diya, aur guys us oil ki smell itni GHATIYA thi na ki usko lagane ke baad mera sir aur zyada dard karne laga 😭🙏🏻 BAD OIL, BAD SMELL, BAD LUCK 💀🤚🏻 AND AB SUNO MERI FOOTI KISMAT 😭 KAL MERA EK BAHUT HI IMPORTANT EXAM HAI, WOH BHI MATHEMATICS KA (SCHOOL WALA NAHI GUYS 💀) Aur maine abhi tak dhang se practice bhi nahi ki hai because mereko time hi nahi mila 😭 Maine socha tha Saturday ko aaram se baith ke practice kar lunga, BUT NAHI GUYS, MERI KISMAT KO TOH MERI KHUSHI BARDASHT HI NAHI HAI 💔😭 Ek taraf sir dard se phata jaa raha hai, doosri taraf Maths ka pahaad mere saamne khada hai 💀🙏🏻 Aur agar exam kharab gaya na toh papa mera PAPAD BANA DENGE 😭🤡 MAIN KYA KARUNNNN 😭😭 Meri life mein ek din bhi peacefully kyun nahi nikal sakta?! FOOTI KISMAT PRO MAX ULTRA 💀🕊️


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3 weeks ago | [YT] | 27

𝑴𝒓 𝒍𝒖𝒙𝒆

To my YT friends 🤍

I honestly don’t even know how to start this, but I just wanted to say thank you. When I first came on YT, I never expected to get so many amazing people in my life. I found friends, memories, support, and so many things I never thought I would get from a platform like this. 🫶🏻

I’m genuinely so grateful for every person who talked to me, supported me, laughed with me, stayed with me, or even just watched my content. You all made this place feel like more than just YouTube.

But lately, I haven’t been feeling like myself. I don’t feel like doing anything, and I spend so much time thinking and overthinking everything. I’m dealing with a lot right now that I honestly can’t explain properly. I haven’t been doing well mentally or physically, and I’ve been having panic attacks and going through a lot of things privately.

Because of that, I think I need to step away from YT for a while and focus on myself. I don't know how long I'll be gone, but I just know I need some time. This isn't because of you guys. Please don't think you did something wrong.

And I’m really, really sorry if I ever hurt anyone here. I'm sorry if my words hurt you, if my actions upset you, if I ever ignored you, misunderstood you, or made you feel bad in any way. I never wanted to hurt anyone, and I'm genuinely sorry for everything.

Thank you for every friendship, every conversation, every edit, every comment, and every little memory. You guys gave me something I never expected to find online, and I'll always be grateful for that. 🥹🫶🏻

I don't know what the future holds for my channel, but for now, I just need to take a step back. Please take care of yourselves!!

Thank you for everything.

2 months ago | [YT] | 42