nolongerhuman_77

happy halloween everyone :3
i was ciel phantomhive from black butler! i lost my eyepatch doe

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hi guys! recently i’ve been feeling like i’m back in a slump. i don’t rlly know how to get better cuz i think i’ve just overexerted myself (not that im doing much anyways). im grateful that yall have stuck around for so long. i’m just kind of always at a tug of war in my own head. i should make more and more content but i don’t know how much i can consistently handle cuz im just a one person thing. i’m also a bad people pleaser so if i do it reluctantly, i’m afraid i’ll just harbor more and more resenting towards creating content. i also feel extreme guilt if im not always filming every single i do cuz then it feels like a waste. idk the guilt eats at me. ig my self worth is based on “productivity” and just external validation completely… anyways that is all. have a good day or night wherever u are!

3 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 8,552

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we made it to 100k subscribers on youtube today! couldn’t have done it without you guys. so much love💗💗🙏🏻🙏🏻

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5 months ago | [YT] | 5,964

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everything goes

5 months ago | [YT] | 5,394

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hi guys :3
i made a laufey cover. check it out if you’d like💌

5 months ago | [YT] | 609

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ur internet angel

5 months ago | [YT] | 4,137

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hi guys! i just launched my patreon for more personal vids, archives, and up-to-date projects (like covers) i'm working on! thank you all for supporting me! it allows me to keep doing what i love!!!
www.patreon.com/cw/nolongerhuman_77

8 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 2,368

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thank you guys for 50k!!!! like we literally hit 50k in my birthday month LETSGOOOO🥳🎊🎈🎁

9 months ago | [YT] | 3,348

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hi guys i’m back jajajajaja

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snowing snowing snowing☃️

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