In August, I found out that certain companies or people I trusted have betrayed a lot of streamer’s and the audience's trust. This began a really intense downward spiral for me where I seriously reconsidered a lot of what I know about this industry and the companies inside it.
I’ve been an actual ghost this past few weeks, curtains drawn, phone muted and barely existing in a bad mental health induced cocoon. I burnt out HARD. couldn't work & could barely take care of myself.
I’m having my family visit and then I’ll be heading back to my parents place for a bit ( yes, at my big age ). I just need to be in a place where people can check on me and I don’t have to pretend that I’m okay. Absolutely no shame in it, but I’m just not okay to be alone right now.
I’m gonna try my best to stay strong, get back on my little bug toes and come back in September. I’ve really missed you all, I just need to get a little bit better mentally before I’m back consistently for you.
Please hold tight, I just need a little bit more time 🤍🪳
Matara Kan
We kept dropping a ton of frames today, even after I turned off the router/modem and waited a bit to restart stream!
Gonna continue with our schedule as is and going to add a stream on Halloween Morning to finish Half-Life 1
SEE YOU TUESDAY FOR AGE OF EMPIRES 2!
HUGE SORRY IF YOU WERE LOOKING FORWARD TO TODAY <3
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say something nice to Evil Momo
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THIS IS NOT A SCAM!!!!!!!!!
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Say something nice to Momo
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Did I do good today?
Did you like it? :)
Then you know what to DO 💋 ( looking at u Mint especially )
#3YOMATA
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🤍🪳NEW MATARA KAN MERCH🪳🤍
USE CODE MATA FOR 10% OFF
+ A SIGNED MATARA KAN POSTCARD!
++ WHOLE BUNDLE = EVIL MOMO IS FREE!
➡️gamersupps.gg/MATA
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❕MATARA KAN ❕3 YEAR ANNIVERSARY ❕
SCHEDULE 🪳 OCT 12 - 18 🪳
🪳🤍QUESTION - SNACK OF CHOICE during this week's streams?
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NEW OUTFIT DEBUT!!!
❗️🪳ADDRESSING THE ALLEGATIONS 🪳❗️
🪳🤍3 WHOLE YEARS OF MATARA KAN 🤍🪳
#3YOMATA - THANK YOU FOR 3 YEARS TOGETHER, TO MORE&MORE ( until my eventual demise owo )
OCT 15TH ( THURS ) 3PM EST.
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COCKROACH SCHEDULE🛩️🪳🤍 OCT 5 - 11
❗️NEW TAG❗️- #Momoments for your MOMO adventures!
ART #KanCraft
STREAM #MataraKan
LEWD #Roach34
QUESTION : Are we using #MataMerch or #MataShrine for cool merch hauls that I'll spy on? gimme your thoughts :D
art by the lovely x.com/Virtual_Graves/status/1892387538461249688
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Hey Momos,
In August, I found out that certain companies or people I trusted have betrayed a lot of streamer’s and the audience's trust. This began a really intense downward spiral for me where I seriously reconsidered a lot of what I know about this industry and the companies inside it.
I’ve been an actual ghost this past few weeks, curtains drawn, phone muted and barely existing in a bad mental health induced cocoon. I burnt out HARD. couldn't work & could barely take care of myself.
I’m having my family visit and then I’ll be heading back to my parents place for a bit ( yes, at my big age ). I just need to be in a place where people can check on me and I don’t have to pretend that I’m okay. Absolutely no shame in it, but I’m just not okay to be alone right now.
I’m gonna try my best to stay strong, get back on my little bug toes and come back in September. I’ve really missed you all, I just need to get a little bit better mentally before I’m back consistently for you.
Please hold tight, I just need a little bit more time 🤍🪳
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