Back in America & Entering Spooky Season | Ep. 63

Airport Thoughts: Memories, Men & Living Authentically | Ep. 62

I Found Romance in China?! & Saying Goodbye to Guangzhou 🇨🇳 | Ep. 61

A Night Out with Strangers, Life in Guangzhou & Going Home | Ep. 60

News Flash! Inspiring is the Point of Life | Ep. 59

Dongshankou, DWTS & Maybe Acting? | Ep. 58

My Emotions are All Over the Place: RIP | Ep. 57

Feeling Music So Deeply + Girl Group Talk | Ep. 56

Y'all Need to Get Comfortable | Ep. 55

So I Walked My First Fashion Show | Ep. 54

Being "Nonchalant"? Just Tell Them How You Feel | Ep. 53

Dreams, Doubts, & Discovering China | Ep. 52

Ni Hao from Guangzhou: Embracing the Chaos of China | Ep. 51

My Journey to China: Checking In from Manila (50th Episode!) Ep. 50

Myrtle Beach, Modeling & Moving Abroad | Ep. 49

COBRAH & Ashnikko: One Lit Week | Ep. 48

Cleansing My Circle + How to Get Started in Modeling | Ep. 47

Back with Boop: Talking Frug, Fashion, & Future | Ep. 46

The Start of Season 2: Back & Better | Ep. 45

A Year of Podcasting #seasonfinale | Ep. 44

We're Tired of the Bullying (feat. Ephraim) | Ep. 43

You Only Live Once, So Why Aren't You Living? | Ep. 42

ATEEZ COMEBACK! I Became a DJ AND a Dance Judge | Ep. 41

The Grammys, the Aquarium & Advice for 2026 | Ep. 40

A Cruise & A Crush | Ep. 39

A Very ME Recap: Model Shoots & an ATEEZ Comeback | Ep. 38

Two Brothers, Too Many Phases (feat. Ephraim) | Ep. 37

2025 to 2026: The Good, The Weird, The Character Development (feat. Ephraim) | Ep. 36

Who I Hope to Find Under the Christmas Tree | Ep. 35

Unwrapping Christmas + My Weirdest Personality Trait | Ep. 34

Gobbling Through 2025: What I'm Thankful for This Year | Ep. 33

CEO in the Making: My Business + Brand Vision | Ep. 32

Coming Out, Feeling Behind, and Wedding Fever | Ep. 31

Tricks, Treats, and Traumas: A Halloween Special | Ep. 30

Future Angel Energy: Talking Victoria's Secret & Big Goals | Ep. 29

Hot Takes & Hotter Men: Delulu Discussions feat. Javier Ortiz | Ep. 28

Brother Banter: Prom, Boarding School, & Silly Questions | Ep. 27

Choreography, Astrology & Bestie Energy feat. Haley Schmitt | Ep. 26

Trauma in 8 Counts: Our Dance Studio Horror Story (feat. My Brother) | Ep. 25

Red Flags, Green Flags, and Some Rainbow Ones Too (Feat. Ephraim) | Ep. 24

The Hustle Update: Dance, Casting, and Finding New Obsessions | Ep. 23

Zodiac Talk: So I'm a Cancer & a Rooster (aka Cock) | Ep. 22

Brain-Altering Media: What Shaped My Identity | Ep. 21

From Clues to Clarity: Signs You Were Queer All Along | Ep. 20

The Art of Complimenting: Giving, Receiving, and Owning It | Ep. 19

Seonghwa Saw Me?! My ATEEZ Concert Recap

Summer Travels & Turning 20: My Full Recap

Dance as Healing: My Festival Experience & Growing as an Artist

Now Boarding: My Summer Travel Plans & Dream Destinations

K-pop Confessions & Delulu Fantasies: What We’re Really Thinking

Beauty Isn't Enough, But Confidence Is | Ep. 13

Boy Groups vs. Girl Groups: The K-pop Divide | Ep. 12

Drag Race Deep Dive: Our Top Queen from Each Season (with Ava Jenkins) | Ep. 11

Dating Is Weird: My Love Life + What I've Learned | Ep. 10

Galactic Gossip & Celebrity Crushes | Ep. 9

Designing My Dream K-Pop Group + Meeting My Bias at Sendoff! | Ep. 8

Designer Obsessions & Model Confessions: My Fashion Journey | Ep. 7

Movie Talk with My Brother: Childhood Favorites to Modern Must-Watches | Ep. 6

More Than Just Music: How K-Pop Choreography Inspires Me | Ep. 5

The Story of How an Arts Boarding School Made Me Gay | Ep. 4