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in between january and february

how to enjoy rainy days in london

early october: working at a cafe and playing the guitar

the start of a new season: going back to college and adulting

a warm start to september: journaling, ceramics and preparing for college

filling up my summer with random side quests

I can't sleep so I made tea | feeling uncertain about the future

a week in my life: surviving the hot weather and exploring new places ꩜

falling in love with summer: hot summer days and new experiences｡𖦹°‧

warm start to june: riding bikes, swimming in rivers and baking cookies

may was weird: finals week, quality time and reflecting

the universe is sabotaging me: a diary of trying to feel better

i can't sleep so i made tea | growing out of friendships edition

deleting instagram, grounding and being productive

everyday is the same: spring beginnings, writing letters and adulting

ways to start feeling again: rainy days in my life and warm cappuccinos

i can't sleep so i made tea: why i enjoy being alone so much and you should too

burning through february: finding balance, new plants and cozy cozies

low dopamine evening: green forest, tea and movie

winter solitude: books and feeling blue

I can't sleep so I made tea | male validation edition

slowing down: 21st birthday, warm lights and apples

memories of a sweeter season: new years, going to the beach and making a visionboard

cozy winter days: christmas eve with family, baking and heartwarming moments | vlogmas four

christmas shopping, movie and writing postcards | vlogmas three

i can't sleep so i made tea | how being a people pleaser has impacted my life

challenging days: anxiety, being vulnerable and midterms | vlogmas two

a warm start to december: apple pie, christmas decorating and cafes | vlogmas one

a love letter to berlin in november 💌 cozy cafes, friends and cold weather

trying to find balance: lots of studying, french toast and day to day life ₊˚ෆ

romanticizing autumn's end: college, tomato soup and cozy studying

soft autumn weekend: cafes, chestnuts and tea ⋆. 𐙚 ˚

rainy november days: apple crumble, worries and dealing with procrastination

vinted haul, autumn outfits and messy room ⋆｡°✩

a love letter to october: journaling, warm tea and halloween dinner

I can't sleep so I made tea | dealing with fomo

an ode to early autumn: rain, books and hot chocolate

gloomy day in college: start of autumn, early morning and library

first days back in college: new routines, all nighters and coffee shops

preparations for college: meal prep, flea market and other shenanigans

I can't sleep so I made tea | making friends in college is hard

hello september: change, reflecting and sweet memories

soaking up the last bits of summer: solo dates, painting and outdoor cinema

the girlies swim in rivers, walk barefoot and spend time in nature 💌

slowly getting back to a routine: grief, slump and healthier habits

warm summer days: picnic, thrifting and friends

scattered summer days at home: being sick, grounding and room decor

I can't sleep so I made tea | body image issues, body dysmorphia and self-esteem

the house all to myself: thunderstorm, dinner and anxieties

june is weird: art, change and feeling stuck

away from the city | video diary

trying to get out of a reading slump (i failed)

i can't sleep so I made tea | dealing with emotions edition

the first few days of june: journaling, worries and ikea

i deleted tiktok for the summer

it smells like summer: candles, talks and concert

spring picnic: picking flowers and bucket lists

wandering alone